The morning after crying yourself to sleep gets really overrated, you began thinking is it me being too much ? is it me being too weak? should I just take this and deal with it? NO, I don't think that for the most part, I feel like I'm setting myself up for failure. I want to leave, I can leave but when there are the basics of life you can't just force yourself into a new home. you can't just force yourself into the first month and deposit. Yes, work and you will soon get there. Easier said than done. Mentally exhausted and hearing harsh words repeating in your head. feels like you can be stuck in cement at times. ughhhhhhh. I want to scream and smash things but that isn't me anymore you will never win playing the same t way the other person who is upsetting you. You have some energy to stand up for yourself but they don't believe that. being called names is nothing words they are just words. after so long tho it gets heavy. because there is nothing you can physically do until the universe aligns you with everything you need to continue to the next step. Even going to work, even making money, still being attacked is just fucking insane. it's a mental fuckery . keeping calm, mediate, and remain positive is such a challenge because you don't want to give up on that. just keep going and remember that you get what you attract. just keep saying keep sying it. even harder when you have kids, you want to show them the best version of you, understanding them, and being on the same page as them only makes you hour they won't hate you for it speak your mind.
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My untold Story
Short StoryMost of the time tragedy brings greatness . Most of the sadness brings happiness. The key to reaching the greatness and happiness is patience and self love . Remaining to believe in yourself at the ugliest of times will equal into total beauty .
