You'll Never Know (Demi fan-fiction)

Free Day Part II

Demi's POV

I'm done.

I'm done being hurt. My mind, heart is can't take it anymore. I've let so many people come into my life and just destroy it, break it down, eat me alive and kill my insides.

I'm done with this.

Most of all I'm done with Jenna.

How could I've been so stupid to think she loved me back! She doesn't love me, she rather have those harmony girls. Specially Camila. I don't hate her, Camila I mean. I feel sorry for what she's getting herself into. Jenna's nothing but a heartbreaker.

Is it wrong, that I want her still? Knowing she caused me all this pain. Even through you caused me so so much pain, I still want you close to me.

But I can't...

I already tired enough. When I go back to it.

I realize the most stupidest thing.

I never told you how I felt. I didn't tell you how much you mean to me. I didn't tell you I'm madly in love with you...

"Demi you interview starts in 5" I didn't even realize where I was until the bright lights around the mirror I had been looking in too shine brighter then before.

"Okay thank you" I said almost in a whisper.

I looked at my reflection, my long hair falling down on both of my shoulders. The neckless around my neck making me choke if it were any smaller. My lips, bright and red. I took a moment to see what I had really become.

I use to look at myself and smile, I smiled because I could see that little girl in me smile bright and giggle.

Now when I tired to see that girl all I saw was me. No emotion. I didn't even noticed how long I had put on these fake smiles for.

"Demi, your needed on stage" I saw my hair stylist through my mirror, an idea popped into my head as I turned around to face her.

"Can you fix my hair?" My stylist smiled and walked in.

"What can I do for you" she smiled turning my chair around so I could see my reflection once again.

"Shave it" she looked taken by, she pulled my hair back and smiled.

"You sure about this?" She asked.

"Shave it" I repeated once again. She gave me a smile before getting to work.

Jenna's POV

I stepped out the car, helped Camila out then turned to face the building I dreamed of going to as a kid.

"What are we doing here?" Camila said behind me, I turned back to her and smiled.

I pulled her in with me, everything was the way I saw it 3 years ago. The red walls, black couches and tables, a pool table right in the center and all the art work around the room.

"That place is so cool!" I giggled at Camila before stepping to the main desk hitting the bell once. Banging was heard from the back before a girl with pink neon hair and big brown eyes came out with a taller girl behind green and pink neon hair.

"Well well look at who it is. Jenna fucking brooks" the one with green and pink hair said while crossing her arms over her chest. Camila felt scared and grabbed onto my arm moving closer to me.

"What do you want hoe" the other said.

"Well it's great to see you fucking losers again" I said making Camila pull me back.