INTIMACY

CHAPTER 1 (A)

My life is a little bit twisted. Why? Even I can't answer it. Right now I can't feel any of my senses working, my body has given into him, his sent, his hair, his breath everything is beyond perfect I am at that point where I cannot fight him I don't even know why I want to fight him in the first place.

He is breathing my sent in and his face is buried in my neck all I can do is tilt my head and give him more excess, I entangle my hand in his hair soo perfect just like silk thread perfectly woven. His hand slip into my t-shirt and are exploring my whole body, oh man can I ever resist him.

Never.

His hands move across my spine and I arch back moaning in his touch which I can never get enough of, he buries his face into my cleavage and teases me with his tongue I can feel myself all wet only for him only because of him. Before reality could hit me, I am thrown over to the bed and, in a quick moment, he is all over me.

Both hands are pinned above my head with his one hand and his lips brushes mine I can never know why he makes me feel like this like I am only completed by him without his touch, without him I am nothing, meanwhile, his hands under my t-shirt play with my breast giving all attention it wants kneading it and squeezing my nipples I arch my back wanting more of his touch wanting to place my lips on his and all he does is he pushes me into the bed once again I make noise in frustration.

"Take it, easy baby, soon you'll be mine".

How could that bastard do that to me I want him and I always take what I want and this time too I am going take what is mine. I would never allow him to leave me. He slowly unzips my shorts and drags them down touching my legs down, giving in to him I know I'll lose every time when it comes to him.

"Make a way for me baby".

Only he had to say that and I part my legs open like an obedient girl, seeing me all wet he smirks wide which every girl in this world would melt. He made his way slowly to my thighs and he started kissing my cunt, slowly circling my intimate areas. Oh my god how perfect his lips were to know the exact place where to touch to make me come.

"Oh my god I am coming" was all I could manage to say.

"Not yet.'' He crashed his lips into mine I could taste the juices that he was sucking out of me and I moaned in delight, he took my breast in his hand and started playing with it. I wanted him to be inside me, and it has to be done now.

"I want you" I whispered in his ears "and now". He unbuckled his pants and was going to come inside me

"Jennie...Jennie.....Jennie" I hear someone calling me but I cannot make out who it is.

"Jennie" as my name is called I open my eyes to realize what is happening.

Dream.

It was all a fucking dream.

"I guess you had another wet dream of him" she eyed me, looking for every detail that happened in my dream. Looking that I was not giving any thing she walked away towards my window and opened the curtains the sunlight that entered my room made me blind and I blocked it with my hand.

"Why don't you try talking to him?" And to this I don't have any answer I could never ever want to see him, that bastard should fuck himself I would never go and talk to him.

"You know I am certain that it's not him I mean in my dream I have never seen his face"

"Yeah try to convince yourself with that" and with that she walked away, was I just trying to convince myself? Yeah that's true he is the only one that I dream of even I could not see it face I know him very well his strong muscles his touch his breath his smile everything.

Kylie came to my room with a cup of coffee she knows I crave coffee in the morning she is my best friend it's been 5 months since I left him not a day not a moment I had not thought about him.

She handed me the coffee "are you okay" was all a she managed to say apparently I would have said no but I can't manage to stay weak and broken hearted I need to feel free and live again so I managed to say

"Actually, I think I need a boyfriend" she gave me a genuine smile and replied "I can help you with that ".

"I want you to get up have bath and get dressed as you cannot leave in that wet dress of yours after that I am taking you out and be fast I'll make you breakfast".

"You know you are the best and I love you"

"Yeah I know that" she gave me a pout and left.

After finishing my coffee I ran into my bathroom I brushed my teeth perfectly and undressed myself I opened the shower and was standing under it letting the water clear all my thoughts with my body and when I thought about him I realized I could still feel some tingles down my core because of that dream, letting myself get drown in that feeling my hands slowly made their way down there and I closed my eyes I slowly circled my clit thinking of the time we spent together how many time we had sex in shower I remembered how his tongue used to work on me that alone could make me come and with that all the emotions rushed into me at once and I finally came.

After taking shower I walked into my room without any clothes on I don't know why but I liked it, mainly when I sleep I don't wear my clothes on I am not comfortable while sleeping with my clothes on and on top of that I have a room of my own so I don't have to worry about privacy. Most of the time I am au naturel in my room.

I dressed myself since I think we were going for a boyfriend hunt I choose a dress which would perfectly hug my curves when I left my room I saw the dining table full of my favorite dishes and I was awing kylie for making me this much dishes.

"oh my god kylie did you make all of that dishes" I asked her, surprisingly she said "I could not make breakfast today you know Daniel is leaving and we cannot see each others for a week he came early to see me we had a quick moment and then he left I was not able to make breakfast so I ordered."

I nodded her and I knew by a quick moment she meant a quick sex. We sat for breakfast I was not able to control my curiosity so I asked her "where are we going" and I was shocked by the answer.

"College".

"College. I mean why we have to go to college its pretty cool here I like it I don't want to go to college I am going to bed bye." I stood from my stool to place my plate in basin and I heard her voice.

"Not even if I tell you there is a really cool and hot guy that is in your section and is asking about you to everyone you know"

And to that I turned my face and was facing her, first thought that came into my mind was, is she telling truth? I mean I am popular because of all the shits I have done but not that popular that the hot and cool guy would look for me never have anyone accept my ex has asked me out and just to give an excuse I tell that is because he was pretty scary so no one dared, but I know that's not true. Now I am pretty heated to meet that guy. It was like déjà vu when I was in high school my crush came towards me and really wanted him to hit me up but all he did was set him up with a friend of mine.

"When are we leaving" I was overjoyed no matter what at least I will meet him and try to have a decent talk.