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Is it okay to lose my mind while I'm losing myself?
Losing myself while losing my love
Choosing my love but losing myself
Losing not winning this life.
I can't hold on much longer.
My love was always stronger but my life it could never contain it, it remains while my broken bones and heart change to ashes of death. I cannot fathom the rest.
I need my bed, lay me down in greener pastures. Lay me down away from all these disasters.
Take me now
Take me away to where I can finally say I'm okay.
I'm not okay.
But I'm trying to be. Trying to wean myself off from what could be, never was and probably never will be. I guess we'll see. But until that day comes I'll try to be me. Unconditionally.
I need to love me.

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