Tomorrow is when we leave for the tour. I sat in my room, on the floor, with an open suitcase in front of me. The ground was covered in clothes. I was trying my best to sort them but I kept getting distracted. Suddenly I heard the door creak. "Hey" Connor said sitting by me. He shut the door like it had been before, and he moved over some clothes so he didn't sit on them. "Hey, and you don't have to tell me. I know it's a mess, but not for long." He laughed and pulled out his phone. He opened up twitter and started typing. He wrote: With this chick. and then he opened the camera and we took a selfie. "What's up?" He said turning off the phone. I layed back on the floor and stared at the ceiling. "I'm scared. I don't think that they will like me. I also have a bad feeling that something will go wrong. Is it normal to feel like this?" Connor grabbed my hand and pulled me up. He wrapped his arm around me and said "Its completely normal. But don't worry, I'll make sure that nothing happens to you, but not only me, you have 6 personal body guards. Does that make you feel better?" I nodded "Good. Now you should probably finish packing." He started to stand up but I grabbed his arm. "Wait. Connor..." I said drifting off. I stared into his eyes and he stared back. I started to close my eyes and I leaned in. Our lips moved in sync. Finally I felt him pull away. "Celeste.." My eyes started to water. "Celeste, I understand, it was all just a mistake. But just remember that you have Jc, and he needs you just like you need him." I leaned into his shoulder and whispered. "Please don't tell him. He will hate me forever. I can't let that happen." Connor nodded his head an stood up. He walked out the door, shutting it behind him, leaving me in the deafening silence of my own room. Finally I pulled myself to finish packing but I kept thinking about Connor.
I woke to see Jc smiling over me. "Good morning babe." He said kissing me. While he kissed me I could feel him smirk. "We leave in an hour. I'll let you get ready." I grabbed some running shorts and a t shirt from Jc's high school. As I tied my tennis shoes I started to think about Connor. I quickly shook off any thoughts of him and walked down stairs. "Ready?" Ricky asked and I nodded in response. Our first stop was New York. After the longest ride of my life, we made it. Once I had everything in the hotel room, Jc and I went up to te Awesomeness TV studios. "Hello, I'm Lia Marie, you must be Celeste. I love your videos." I smiled and gave her a hug. "Thank you! I love your videos too." "I will be taking you to meet Cindy, she hires everyone. Follow me." I followed her down some hallways and into the elevator. The entire time I had a bad feeling that Jc was checking her out. "Here we are. Make yourself at home. Cindy will be here soon." Lia left and only Jc and I were in the room. "Were you checking her out?" I said in a quiet voice. "Lia? Of course not! I love you and only you. In fact, I have something for you." Jc got out of his chair and I got onto one knee. I gasped and he said "Celeste, I couldn't be happier with anyone else in my life. I will love you until I breathe my last breath. I guess what I'm trying to say is, will you marry me?" I started bawling. I pulled him in for a hug and whispered "I do Jc." He stood up and spun me around. When he placed me down the door opened. Cindy walked in and sat at her desk. We both just sat down like nothing ever happened and it was hilarious. "Hello Celeste, I have checked over your application, and I have decided that it would be best if you didn't join the cast, at least not now. You are a very busy person and I don't think that it would be the best thing for you. I'm sorry." Without saying anything I stood up shocked and walked out. "It's okay Cel. The good news is, you have me and I have you. That's all we need." Jc said wrapping an arm around my waist.
