Intro to Myah and Zayn.
Myah:
Do you ever ask yourself why you are the way you are? Or wonder what if you were to just forget about everything for just a minute, and consider not giving a fuck?
I was always raised to be independent. Not to expect much from people. Being dependent only means you don't have enough strength to support yourself.
Being 20 years old an alone has made me realize I don't need much to be content. I have an apartment, a roommate, a job, clothes on my back, and an education.
I don't really have anyone, not that I mind. I just prefer being alone. The trick is not to let anyone think you care more than you do. Now don't get me wrong I come across some guys here and then but by the time the conversation reaches 8 minutes, I already have what motives the guy has.
I am happy with who I am. I stand tall and proud of who I've made myself to be. I don't need any distractions. So love, drugs, and alcohol can stay out of sight and mind.
Zayn:
Regret.
I wish and wish and wish I could take things and just un-do them.
I've made so many mistakes in my life, many of them being careless reckless decisions.
I've hit a point in my life where I just want to be alone. I'm tired of all the girls and all the lies and games the media plays.
I'm tired of being called names, I'm tired of being accused, I'm tired of having to pretend being happy to please other people. I just want to be genuinely happy.
The fame has done nothing but pry the friendships and/or relationships I've had apart. I want to be the by I was before it all.
I just want to relax and chill with my friends. Five years is enough pushing around for me. I want to relax and spend my life the way I want.
I don't want anything serious right now nor do I want to interact with a female being more than just a friend.
I need to focus on myself and what's good for me..
