Dark (A troyler fanfiction)

Chapter 16

Troye's POV 

Is he sure...? I won't have them anymore? I don't know what caused these, If I did, I would stop it. If I even could stop it. I'm pretty sure It wouldn't stop if I tried. Everything I try at fails. I tried committing suicide and unfortunately I didn't die, and now I have to take liquid medicine because they think I'm going to overdose again, if I did, I'd probably have a 99% chance of dying. Because putting more pills in my body would be worse then what I did before. I wish I wasn't here... Well, I'm not the only one, 3m other people want me dead so. Everything they say about me is true. I'm a stick, I'm ugly as fuck, I'll never find love, I'm a bitch. I look on Tyler's phone, Zoe, Alfie, Connor, all have good comments. What do I have to do to get people to like me?

"Troye, are you okay?" Tyler questioned.

"Yes.."

"Not really, you're crying.." Tyler said trailing off.

"No I'm not, I have allergies,"

"Really? Why are you crying.." Tyler asked again not convinced.

"I don't know, ask my body.."

"Seriously Troye?"

"Fine.. I was thinking too hard. When I overdosed, no, it wasn't on accident, it was on purpose. Why? My constant nightmares and how 3m people don't even want me alive, Tyler. I seem to be the only one. You never get hate, neither does Connor, Alfie, Zoe, they all get love, no, I don't, I never have, not once,"

"Troye, I know for a fact, I don't always get loved, I do get hate comments, so does everyone else, there is no youtuber that has never gotten hate before," Tyler said whipping a tear from my eye.

"Yes, but I seemed to be getting all hate... all of its hate.. I can't even make a video anymore. My old videos even have hate. Everything about the Internet, hate, everyone fucking hates me Tyler..." I said

"I don't," Tyler said hugging me.

"SHIT," Tyler yelled pulling from the hug and 

"SHIT, FUCK, GOD DAMN IT!" Tyler said yelling and walking towards his keys.

"What...?"

"I left your medicine at the hospital, and if you don't take it in about 3 hours. I just need to go get it. Can you stay home for 2 hours please..?"

"Why can't you just call them?"

"I CAN'T DO THAT I HAVE TO GET IT PHYSICALLY," Tyler yelled.

"I'm sorry I'm just stressed, I have to go now Troye, watch tv, I don't care what you do, just stay here for 2 hours," Tyler said running out the door.

"Bu-" Before I could even finish he rushed out the door.

It was so quiet... It was empty.. Might as well turn the T.V. on, nothing else to do. You know what, never mine the T.V's to fa-

What the hell is going on? Why am I seeing red and blue lights? I feel dizzy too... I can't really. I should call Tyler..

I weakly reached my phone and dialed Tyler's number.

"Hello? What;s wrong Troye?"

"I just..."

"Troye...? TROYE? TROYE?!?!"

A/N

Sorry It was short, this was a really good cliffhanger soo ya. TYLERS POV IS NEXT BTW! SPOLIER ALERT, jk, I would be the biggest dick in the world if I gave away what happened in the next chapter. Well I'm starting on it now so SEE YA LATER :D!

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