HEAVEAN POV ( yes Kelly is her mom)
it's been a month since veah birthday and now me and my baby just watching spongebob while king out my phone start ringing it's a unknown.
HEAVEAN:hello
Unknown:..........umm is ...is this h heavean." The voice spoke stuttering a little
HEAVEAN:this is she who is this." I ask
Unknown:this is laveah ur mother." I immediately froze
I didn't know how to feel I was pissed off as fuck how dare sje have the nerve to call me how she even get my number.i got up cause I didn't want to cause a scene in front of veah.
HEAVEAN:what the fuck do u want why are u even calling me." I ask my Trini and new york accents mixing something they do when Im pissed
LAVEAH:um I was just calling to see if I could see u I would like to talk to u." She says but my anger gets the best of me
HEAVEAN:why da fuck would come call me 24 years later after leaving me alone wit dad like u didn't give two fucks about me I went through so much shit that u should have been there for." I snap
LAVEAH:I know baby but hear me please let's meet up somewhere I just wanna see you so we can at least try"
HEAVEAN:sorry but I'm hanging out with my daughter" I say
LAVEAH:u have kids wow" she says sounding hurt but at that moment I ain't care
HEAVEAN:yep one daughter and one on the way u would know that if u were around but maybe tomorrow I'll think about it.
And with that I hung up I hated her so badly I wanted nothing to wit her
Few hours later
KING:hey baby u good" he ask
I didn't answer him I was still pissed but now I was sad and started crying
KING:hey whats wrong baby." He ask pulling me in to him
HEAVEAN:my ...my momma called me t today." I say through sobs
king knew the situation with me and her.
KING:why" he ask
HEAVEAN:she said she wanted to talk but I don't know if I want to talk to her I hate her so fucking much " I say sniffing
KING:baby I think u need to go because holding gruges is not going affect her it's going to affect u and u can't be stressing right now so go see ya Mama and let her know how feel then u forgive her and let God take care of her do u understand me" he says and I fall more in love with him this man is the best I think to myself
I nod
KING:good now look at me you know I hate seeing ur cry" he says lifting my head and kissing my tears away
HEAVEAN:I love u so fucking much " I say kissing him
KING:I love u too baby u know I got u always and foreva" I smile and lays on him
The next day.
So I decided to go talk to my mama
We meeting up at Olive garden I rented it out because I don't wanna cause a scene in front of nobody since the video I've been getting a little fame people actually love my part and run up to be so I didn't need that today or people taking pictures cause the papz have been on my ass. I pull up at Olive garden and get out and go in she was already there I felt my emotions getting to me but I just pushed them aside for now.
LAVEAH:hey baby how-gco
HEAVEAN:don't ..don't call me that it's heavean" I stop her mid sentence
LAVEAH:ok I apologise" she says with a saddened look
HEAVEAN:so u wanted to talk so talk I don't have time for the bull shit" I say bluntly my mood swings starting
LAVEAH:look heavean I just wanted to say that I am so sorry for what I did that was wrong and I'm sorry but when I had u I was only 19 I was scared because I thought I wasn't good enough for u I thought when u got older and understood that u would look at me with disgust and I didn't want that so I left. Put your self in my shoes I wanted to come back to u so many times but I didn't think u would accept me." She says
I sitbthere and thought about what she said and I started crying hard.
HEAVEAN:no u not bout to do that u don't know half the shit I went through. I had to grow up without a mutha I had to learn girlish things by myself I HAD TO BECOME A WOMEN ON MY FUCKING OWN U WERE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND I needed u momma and y you was no where to be found I called u at least trying to hear ur voice but u didn't pick up u let it go straight to voicemail I had deal with stupid ass niggas by myself no guidance from a woman's view u left me out here alone and expect me to just let u in no no no I can't I I , I can't get pass the fact that u fucking left if u was old enough to lay down and open ya fucking legs and get pregnant then u was old enough to be a mother so don't sit ere and feed me me them bullshit ass lies.
"I said crying my eyes out
LAVEAH:come on heav give me a chance I know I fucked up ok I should have been there for u I should have never left I missed out on my one and only child all because I was stupid I didn't want to be a mother I ran away from my responsibility but I'm ere now please just a shot that's all I'm asking please ." She begs
HEAVEAN:I don't know ma I don't know u 24 years late u missed my first words u missed my first day of school u missed everything I fucking grew up with out u why do u want to be ere now." I ask confused
LAVEAH:I want to make things right I have grew up it took some time but I'm ere I need u to see that I need you to think about it please that's all I'm asking give me a chance to be ere for u." She ask and I just shake my head
HEAVEAN:it's gon take some time I'm really really hurt I don't know what to do but I'll think about it just don't get ya hopes up."That was the last thing I said before I got up and left.
______________________________________damn that shit got deep😍😍😍
