I can't do this anymore, I just can't! Ashton is driving me crazy. I'm trying to avoid him, but that isn't working. First of all, he's always here. And second, I don't know if I want to avoid him. But I have to, I can't do this again. I can't go through another heartbreak, I went through too many.
Two weeks we've been on this tour, fucking too weeks. The boys are always trying to hang with me, but I just walk away. I can't stay there, knowing that whenever I see, talk, or just there with Ashton, I have butterflies in my stomach, and I can't do anything about it.
I'm in my bunk, trying to fall asleep (again), after I woke up (again), as I hear a lot of talking. "Shut the fuck up!" I yell. Luke opened the curtain. "Shh. Steph listen, Ashton have his 20th birthday today, and we're trying to throw a surprise for him. So can you please be quite so he won't wake up? After that you can sleep as much as you want." He is 20? Wow. "Fine." I say. Suddenly, a smirk showed up on Calum's face. "I have a better idea that'll keep Ash busy." He said, looking at me
"What?" Mickey asked. Cal whispered something to Luke and Mike. Then, out of nowhere, they lift me out of my bunk, and threw me into Ashton's bunk, and I landed right on top of him. Ashton woke up from me falling (like a rock) on top of him, while the boys closed the curtain and ran away.
"What the?" Ashton said in a confused raspy voice. Damm that voice is sexy. "I'm so sorry. The boys threw me in here, and I fell on top of you, and...and-" "It's fine." He cut me off. "Really?" I asked. He looked at me with the most adorable smile ever and said, "Really."
We talked for about an hour. Of course that in the middle we went brush our teeth and get ready, because well, ew.
"So the teacher went into the class, and all the paint spelled on her. She was furious. But then, she punished me instead of Jennifer." I said to Ashton, and he was laughing so hard. "Why's that?" Ashton asked, smiling at me. "Well, I'm the one that gets in trouble, so she thought it was me. But I get her, I mean, I would have punish myself too. But it just hard sometimes. Everyone thinks that you are a freak, a weirdo, that you'll always be one. So I get into troubles, so they wouldn't think that. But that doesn't really works." I look at Ashton, who's already staring at me. "I don't think you're a weirdo. I think you're amazing." He says, making me blush. "Thank you, but I don't think it changes something. Everyone else still thi-" My sentence was cut by Ashton's lips...
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So, it's a pretty short part. But hey, Ashton kissed Steph... I promise I'll do better next.
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Luke Hemmings twin (Ashton Irwin fanfic)
Fanfiction"Dear God, it's Ashton here. I need help. But not for me, for someone I care about. I know you're probably busy, and you probably won't answer. But I need that someone in my life. And not just me. A lot of people need that someone in their life. so...