As I look back on my life and how far I have come, I can honestly say I'm happy. I used to be in this complicated relationship where he liked me and another girl and all of us are friends.
What confused me was he would flirt with her and other girls in front of me fully aware that I had feelings towards him. Now, me being me i didn't make a big scene about it tho and I'm always quiet and hated arguing. At times we would catch a ride in the same car and i would feel him rubbing up leg. Because i liked him, I let him do all this other shit to me which caused me to be hurt and depressed for a year. Mind you, I still have love for him despite what he did to me. I know I can't make anyone love me but, if u gon' dog me out and make me feel worse bout myself leave me ALONE. I shouldn't feel like the dirt under ya shoe or being used.
Don't waste your time, move on to the next
-AKEMI💜
