ok so basically I'm depressed
I've been doing awfully in school, and I'm going to have a meeting with my teachers in about an hour (its lfuckinf 6:46 in the m o r n I n g) and I'm really scared
My mom is considering making me leave school and become homeschooled instead, which is really fucking awful because I won't see my friends anymore. This meeting basically is going to decide my fate
So to make sure I won't fu ckin d I e, I gotta get my grades up again. Ik scares of what my teachers are gonna tell my mom and therapist, since he's coming too
But like,,, the truth is I almost dont do my work
I just sit and draw aall day, and maybe go on instagram or play my games. And a majority of my teachers know that I use drawing as a coping mechanism, but like,, I have Fs in almost every class, and there's no excuse
I hope I can keep posting like usual, but at the same time, i feel like my account is dying.
Maybe it's because of all the drama with ILL, but i dont6 know. There's less people interacting with me all day, and I've been kind of lonely. And because of my shit grades, my mom won't let me or my friends hang put with each other, which really fucking sucks if you ask me.
So, I'll probably be focusing more on my work at this point, and a lot of my projects and drawings are going to be either delayed or worked on much slowly. Hopefully I can get my shit together because soon I'll be an adult and I dont know if I'm emotionally prepared for that
Anyway, I'll probably post later today, if I get anything done
