Recap:
Rob: oh really didn't you sleeped with Mark after you got with Alan
Y/n: robert stfu you don't even know what happen that night
*my eyes started to get watery*
Rob: oh well it seem like you really knew what you were doing
T: okay guys stop it seriesly now we need to keep going with the lesson
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* I turned around facing the front of the class but tears started coming down my cheeks I put my head on that desk for a couple seconds but I got up and left the class and went into the restroom I went straight into one of the stalls and took a razor out of my pockets without even thinking about it i started cutting myself at first it did hurt a bit b/c i had some that were still there from yesterday but then my hand became numb again so i didn't feel anything the cuts were really bad and deep. When i was done i clean myself up put my sleeve down and went out of the stall to see alexandra there*
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Alexandra -Alexa
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Alexa: what's wrong
y/n: nothing why
*even tho my eye were all puffy of crying*
Alexa: tell me what's up
Y/n: Im fine
Alexa: y/n i know you well enough so just tell me
Y/n: im fine, okay
*I try to walk away but she grab me by the hand
Y/n: owow it hurts
*Alexa pull my sleeve up*
Alexa: wtf y/n
Y/n: let me go
*she let go
Alexa: why tf are you doing this to yourself
*I didn't say anything but start crying*
Alexa: oh God come here
*She hug me really thigh
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*Alexa thought*
*Why Is she doing this to herself again? I heat when she does this like come on y/n you know better than that but then again I can't judge her cuz she is going through a lot right now. I know I don't know what exactly b/c she is really reserved to herself but whatever its is BAD to make her do this (end-of-thought)
*We pull away from the hug*
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Alexa: why are you cutting yourself
*I didn't say anything*
Alexa: y/n I'm talking to you why
Y/n: I don't want to talk about it
Alexa: but you need to tell me
Y/n: it's fine it's not that big of a deal i just overreacted
Alexa: y/n
Y/n: it's okay *I smile at her and left
A/N: I just want to ask if you like so far😬
(I need help)
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Fanficyour not what I want but I won't let you go. This store is based on a girl call y/n. Her life turn when she move to New Jersey. But, before that she was already having problems at home but it got worse in nj. She is a really reserved person that doe...
