i walk out of the room and i go check on envy, i find her in the dance room, i go and sit beside her
envy:"what does she have that i dont jasper, why didnt you tell me first"
jasp:"well actually you told me about it first"
envy:"what"
jasp:"i had a dream last night and you were carrying me from our wreck we almost had, and you told me that i was pregnant with a baby girl"
envy:"now its true"
jasp:"youre visions are objective carters are subjective"
envy:"jasper"
jasp:"yeah"
envy:"i have to tell you something"
i nod and i look at her as i remember my dream and i hope those words arent going to come out of her mouth
envy:"i know you forgot about me, its okay, but we have other siblings, we have a big brother, tatum"
i look at her shocked but intrigued,
envy:"mama died because of a lot of things not just because of me, mama needed help and everything happened so fast, i got pregnant when i was 15 with my daughter emily but i couldnt take care of her so shes in the system"
jasp:"can you get her back"
envy:"yeah of course, thats why zelda is coming over, i get emily back"
here i sat here thinking i had no family, i just was erased from my memory of them
jasp:"tatum, wheres he"
envy:"hes coming too"
jasp:"whos emilys father"
envy:"dad"
i shake my head in disgust
jasp:"i want to kill him"
envy:"tatum is so big, he has big muscles and hes tall"
jasp:"does he know who i am"
envy:"yeah, he left when you were 7, you dont remember anything do you"
jasp:"no"
envy:"thats what happens when you disconnect from the pack, your memory of us erases"
i nod and i smile
jasp:"wow"
this must be why jimin wanted me to talk to zelda, but i found answers on my own, i hug her and i look at her with shiny eyes
jasp:"i cant believe it, i have a brother, sister, and niece"
envy giggles, i rub my stomach
envy::"i hope its a girl, can i name her"
jasp:"well see"
(a/n what should the names be for a boy or girl)
we get up and we walk to the livingroom, the doorbell goes off and jin goes to open it, its zelda and tatum and emily, i look at their faces in awe, they are so pretty, im finally discovering what im missing, i needed this, i smile as i look at emily then at tatum, i look over by tatums ear and i see a shadow of my mom with her nodding her head in approval telling me that i did good, i smile as i run to tatum and i hug him, he smells so good and hes tall,
tatum:"hey pasta"
jasp:"hi"
i smile as i look up at him, i look at emily and envy and theyre hugging and rekindling, i look at zelda
zelda:"you did good jasp, youve came a long way, im proud if you, you didnt give up"
i smile and i nod, i hug her
jasp:"thank you, for everything"
zelda:"no problem, youre family is complete"
i nod and we stop hugging, she winks at me and she eyes my stomach as i giggle
zelda:"i love you jasper terrain"
jasp:"i love you too zelda muthernberg"
we laugh as we part our ways, i hug tatum again tightly, i let go and i go to envy and i look at emily
jasp:"hi gorgeous"
emily:"hi"
i smile and i look at my pack
jasp:"tatum and emily , this is my family, namjoon, jin, jungkook, jimin, yoongi, jhope and taehyung"
tatum eyes them down
tatum:"sup"
carter walks over to namjoon and he stands beside them
jasp:"And this is my son prince carter"
tatum:"wassup lil man"
he waves
jasp:" carter this is uncle tatum and this is your cousin emily"
carter glances at her and he nods
i squeal as tatum hugs me again
tatum:"where have you been all these years, all three of you"
he pulls envy and emily into the hug