J E N L I S A O N E S H O T
"It hurts"
"The dating issues? It's not issues anymore, it's revealed to be confirmed." The news reporter announced in a live broadcast for Korea's daily showbiz issues.
"I wonder how will we avoid those kinds of issues and reporters if someday we get to encounter stuffs like those in the future, Jen?" Lisa asked without sparing a glance to the focused Jennie.
"Don't think stuffs that's way too impossible to happen, Lis." Said Jennie who's smiling while looking on her phone.
"Well we don't know! It's not impossible Jen. We're still humans, we couldn't avoid such stuffs that teenagers often experience. Well I am saying what ifs-" Lisa got cut off when Jennie cracked a laugh.
"Lisa~ Do you really have to think and say stuffs like that? If you're planning to risk your career for that shitty dating stuffs then you have to do it secretly. And if you got busted? Sorry to say but Mr. Yang will probably say "What's your purpose to stay?" Think of it Lis." Then Jennie focused her attention back to her phone.
"Well you got a point tho" Lisa could just agree with Jennie a.k.a. her crush whom she admire secretly. She decided to drop off the topic then right on time, Jisoo came into the scene.
"Manoban? The chocolate frappé in the nearby store is on sale!! Let's go get someeeeee!" Jisoo asked with the tone of begging and excitement getting mixed up as she sat on Lisa's lap. "Come on Lisa! Please~"
Lisa has always this feeling that Jennie got jealous sometimes that's why she's oddly cold to her. To prove it right, she took this as an opportunity to prove it herself.
"Really now Kim Jisoo? But you know we already went outside for 3rd time of today and even got treated ya!" Said Lisa in a loud voice for Jennie to hear her.
Through her peripheral view, she saw Jennie's smile faded. So she thought, indeed she got jealous. She assumed that Jennie affected her so she rejected Jisoo's offer just to wish Jennie's smile to appear on its face again.
It did appeared, when Jennie's phone rang cause it got a call from an unkwon person.
"Who's that?" Lisa asked.
"Someone I'm close with." Jennie then went to her room, jogged happily then locked the door.
"Who do you think was that unnie?" Lisa asked Jisoo but the older just shakes it shoulder.
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Jennie became distant to Lisa for unknown reason. She's just more comfortable being away from Lisa.
"Hey Jennie! Why were you avoiding me!" Lisa almost cried
"Please Lisa, not now. I'm not in the mood. Later okay?" Jennie then slammed the door right in front of Lisa's face.
"Could you at least tell me what did I do?" Lisa sighed then went to her room to over think
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"Chaeng? Am I a bad person?" Lisa asked Rosé who's focused on her sketch.
"No you're not, Lisa. You're totally the most kind and soft person I've known. Why did you asked that?" Rosé then stopped what she was doing then focused to her best friend
"Jennie-unnie has been avoiding me. Have I done something wrong? Did I offended her? I'm so clueless really... Lately she'd been drawn into her phone than talking with me." Lisa said then she leaned unto Rosé's shoulder.
"Lisa? You haven't done anything. Don't stress yourself too much. You know there are times that people realizes something to the point that they have to change it theirselves. Maybe she decided to be MORE MATURED. You're not a bad person okay? You're the sweetest, caring and loving smol bean of mine. Don't feel bad okay? Don't make me worry." Rosé side hugged Lisa.
"Sorry Chaeng-ah. I will not do it again and thank you! I love you so much!" Lisa said and cuddled with Rosé. That very same time, she spends the night with Rosé, knowing her friend will always be there for her.
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It was the 23rd of the month. Lisa knew BLINKS celebrates the said #JENLISADAY since it was explained to them during their live broadcast. Jennie and Lisa often shares chats and laughs about how hilarious blinks are doing and it only happens every 23rd of the month.
Lisa bought Jennie's favourite vanilla strawberry topped short cake as a present so that will laughing with their funny chats regarding the jenlisa day, they will have something to eat so it won't be that boring.
Lisa went to the kitchen to prepare the fresh chocolate and milk flavoured shakes. Everything's all set and she just did everything alone since Jisoo and Chaeng went out to eat their brunch. She slowly went to Jennie's room.
She's very troubled since she thought that Jennie's door would be a problem since she's carrying a heavy stuff and she doesn't want to disturb Jennie if ever she's doing something. When she saw it was literally half opened, she immediately hurried up to the front of Jennie's door.
She prompted herself to look presentable in front of her love. She was about to take a step when she heard Jennie's voice.
"I know, I know. I'm planning to tell Lisa about our relationship." Says Jennie in a slow and down voice but Lisa still managed to hear it.
Curiosity is building up on her. She took a peak to where Jennie is and saw her having a video call with someone. The face person on the other line wasn't clearly visible since it was dark. Lisa stood still d continue to eavesdrop.
"Babe? How about we should tell her now? Before things will go to the unexpected ones." The person said "So it was a guy" Lisa thought. "But in a relationship? When? How? Wait- it hurts... And I'm confused."
With Jennie's words, Lisa's world got crumbled. As if the blocks of her world started to shatter.
"Yeah. I'll try babe. Besides I don't want to hurt my baby sister. She's the sweetest friend of mine." Jennie said raising the phone higher and more visible to Lisa.
"Babe, turn your lampshade on. I can't see you." Jennie said and the guy did so.
The lampshade got turned on and with all her remaining strength got drained out, started to sip all her life and soul. She never imagined her love already have someone who she love. She wanted to stay calm and strong but her knees betrayed her.
She stumbled on the floor and she used her hand to support her body from falling flat on the floor. Her heart was racing so fast. Her mind got rumbled and her tears keeps falling continuously. Her heart aches out of realization. Who wouldn't get hurt?
Lisa stumbled but she held what she prepared tightly. She let out a VERY FAKE SMILE. Then the door is now fully opened.
"S-so i-it was K-kai." Lisa said with her obviously shaking voice and Jennie, with her eyes and mouth wide open, she completely ended the call and faced Lisa.
"L-lisa!? S-since when d-did you- wait did y-you heard e-everything?" Jennie slowly went to Lisa's direction.
"Yes. Apparently, everything. Right from the very start." Lisa stood up. She's trying her best not to sob but apparently she couldn't. Her tears, still falling.
"I-I'm s-sorry Lisa..." Jennie wanted to touch and reach Lisa but to her disappointment, her sorry hand got swiped by Lisa.
"D-don't touch me. Don't w-worry about me. M-maturity i-is the key -rigt?" Lisa smiled and looked away as she blinked many times and as she blink, a tear rolls down.
"Lisa I was planning to tell you! I promise you, I really want to! Please forgive me. I'm sorry!" Jennie tried to reach her again and yes, she failed as Lisa took steps backward. She's doing anything unusual just to stay away from Jennie.
"I-It's fine Jennie. I do support you g-guys. W-well I'll be here always. Stay strong y-you guys." She smiled and she turned her back to Jennie.
"L-lisa!"
"What I am disappointed about? Those memories, those silly jokes which gave me butterflies, those hugs, those kisses, those skinship? Were all up for nothing. Maybe the reason why you can't kiss me back is because of him. Maybe you're staying away from me because you knew I loved you but you love him. It hurts Jennie but I know I will be fine. Not now. Maybe soon I'll recover. Thanks anyway. Stay strong okay? If he'll hurt you, I'll be here for back up. I need to sleep. I'm tired." Lisa's tears keeps falling but since she's not facing Jennie, it is fine for her o let those tears fall.
"I'm sorry..." Is all Jennie could ever say
"By the way, those preparation I made? Its for our day. Happy last and last JENLISA day, Jen. Enjoy those. I already prepared them cause I thought we could celebrate it. I'm sorry again for interrupting your call. Goodbye." Then Lisa walked in a tipsy way.
She cried and cried in her room. She decided to just ignore Jennie for a short period of time. She tries to accept the fact that Jennie's now taken and is now in love with a famous and hot celebrity. Little did she know, Chaeyoung witnessed everything.
