Im Sorry (Phan Oneshot)

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"Whats that Phil" I asked quietly. I reached out to touch his scarred wrist

"What?" Phil asked, looking like a guilty child. He pulled away and fiddled with his sleeve. I frowned. He knew what I was talking about.

"Phil come here" I said kindly and pulling him into a tight hug. His head was resting on my shoulder and I was rubbing comforting circles into his back.

"Im not sure what this is about" Phil lied, his voice cracking

I smiled sadly to myself and whispered "Phil..I-i understand. You just need to show me." I started

"Theres nothing to see Dan!" He cried. Silent tears falling onto my hoodie. I lead him to our couch and sat down,and making him sit beside me.

"Phil let me see.." I pleaded, planting a light kiss on his forehead.

"Why Dan? Why" He questioned quietly

"I want to see how many times you needed me and I wasnt there" I said, a tear of my own falling

"O-okay" He said nervously

I unzipped his hoodie and eased it down off his broad shoulders. He closed his eyes tightly when I saw.

His arm had alot of dark red lines covering his whole arm. Some looked new and some were old but there was no denying that there were at least 80 cuts. There was one scary cut that went from his elbow to his wrist.

"P-phil why would you do this .." I said, hiding my shocked face as much as I could.

"Dan im disgusting. Im a fag and an idiot and I look ugly all the time. Even when I try to look nice I look awful! Nobody can love me. No one"

I was surprized. The most confident happy boy I know Hates himself.

"Sweetie you know I love you,and all your subscribers?" I say putting my arm around him. He smiles a bit and stares at his lap. "I just feel so alone" he said sadly

My heart broke. I raised his arm to my lips and started kissing his scars. One by one making sure they all git the Love deserved.

"Phil you will never need to do this again."

"I-i love you Dan"

"I love you more"...