His Facade.. (editing)

chapter 5

              

"I'm so sorry for what happened, I'm sorry for leading you on like that, I just hope we can still be cool after this, all this is just too early and overwhelming for me".

I paused to look at his eyes to see if I can read them, but they were void of  any emotions....

"I'm sorry too, I thought you were fine  with what was happening but I guess thought wrong, sure we're still cool, I can wait for as long as you'll get comfortable with Me" he said to me forcing a smile.

"Thanks for dropping me home" I said as i got off the car.....

The drive home was so awkward be cause both of us hardly said anything until we got here .....

Refusing OLA was the right thing to do but why does it feel so wrong now? we barely  even know each other.

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My week has been not bad with work and school going pretty well, except that I have been falling in and out of depression sometimes when I over think .

Ola has been a lot nicer to me, brings me food to work like everyday, tries to call me every chance he gets... he helps my mind deviate from reality and I'm beginning to really like him and even involve him in all my daily schedules...

"He's probably the one, he hasn't asked me to officially be his girlfriend yet, maybe he's taking his time" I thought after a call with him....

"Hi baby what's up?" she said, I could hear the excitement in her voice, its been a long time we spoke on the phone ......"I'm just here o, still the regular me, except that I met a new guy online recently and he's been really sweet to me" I said smiling at myself. "Okay tell me all about him, let me help you judge him" I heard her giggle .....

"You have to be really careful with this guy tola, he's too good to be true, I'm not trying to make you feel bad about him, but guys like that can be really manipulative" after some hesitation and a sigh she continued " this guy is just interested in your body after all you told me about him that's what I concluded and he's really trying to be smart about it".....

"How can you even say that about someone you haven't met, he's a really sweet person for real, he's the best guy I ever met" I tried to be defensive".

"I'm not saying he isn't sweet but don't you think it is too early to say this things about someone you just met, I'm not tryna burst your bubbles but "guys will do anything to get what they want"...

"I expect you to be smarter than this Tola, guys have showed you pepper and you still thinking like this, God I no pity you o" now I can hear  the frustration and in her voice.....

Okay!

"I'm not gonna have sex with him yet at least, to see if he's still gonna stay after he doesn't get inside me.... I don't think he's just here for my body tho bukky, he's been  better to me even after I denied him sex when he tried to inititiate it". I tried to convince her that I have this under control ...

"Hmmmm I won't say anything again, anyways! what else is new except Mr smooth player ola?" she chuckled ...

"You are crazy, I swear "oogbadun"( you aren't serious) i laughed out loud, he's not a player bukky, you'll see... enough about me, tell me what has been happening with you" I said still laughing..

"Well well... nothing new about me , still my school ish, I can't wait to graduate, this school is so annoying!...

I'm still with Rahman, tho he's been kinda distant lately, I don't know why,  but I don't really want to have that discussion with him yet because I'm enjoying the space.... I'm loving my freedom lalalalala" she sang and laughed after wards .....

"Smh, crazy girl... so he was choking you before abi, I thought you liked clingy guys.. anyways that is you guys wahala (trouble)"....

"I need to fix something to eat, I'll call you back later madam.... with that I hung up and thought a little about what she said about OLA, I just hope he proves her wrong.....

I'm so sorry for taking so long to update, I was sick tho I feel better now.....

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