His Facade.. (editing)

chapter 4

The week went by pretty fast with my everyday procedure, I was quite used to it already.. it's Friday again, I'm not as excited as I was for last weekend.

I'll probably be indoor all weekend, watching movies, listening to the same music over and over, keeping my aunt's company and helping with some house chores .....

I lay in my bed feeling tired and exhausted, I was about to drift into sleep when my phone started ringing...

I picked it up, Ola was on the screen
"hello quick question, would you like to see a movie with me tomorrow?"he asked ...

"Sure, I do not have other plans, I'm so tired, need to sleep now, hit me up with the movie details tomorrow... good night" I said and tapped the red button....

The movie was so good, we watched IT chapter 2, I chose it cos I love thriller/horror movies.... it wasn't so awkward being with Ola anymore because we spoke basically everyday of the week and now I feel like I have known him longer than I have.....

  While walking out of the movies, he suddenly stopped and turned to me "eerrm would you like to see where I live? my house is a few blocks away" he asked me looking directly into eyes....

His house is in lekki phase 1. not far from my aunt's where I stay, It is a duplex, the outside is painted mostly in white, it had flowers scattered all round the compound, though the house looks a bit old but it is really beautiful ....

"Are you hungry? or let me rephrase, what would you like to have ma?" he asked giving a wide grin.. "well water is fine as I'm still full from the sharwama we had earlier" I answered rolling my eyes....

We talked about almost everything, from school, to jobs, our friends, family , former relationships and even some parts of our sex life....

I talked about how I was asked to withdraw from my first uni, how I had to start again and how I juggle both school and my job together at the moment.... I really didn't want to tell him this part of my life but I didn't want him to find out some other way....

He told me about how his ex broke up with him because, she probably liked someone else but didn't want to own up to it, so she asked for a break which eventually led to their break up..... he really liked her and wasn't able to get over her easily....

"Would you like to see my room? don't worry it's safe" he winked and smiled..

"Nah i like it here, I feel comfortable in this sitting room" I replied looking around me trying to ignore his face....

"It is just a harmless room and I feel more comfortable in my room, if you don't like it there we can come back here"he sounded so convincing and sweet giving me the sad puppy face that I gave in immediately....

Sitting so close to him on the bed is making me feel so uncomfortable and tensed, he placed his hand on my leg while talking to me and my body jerked at the contact, that I hurriedly removed his hands ....

"are you okay?" he asked looking sternly at my face as I looked away,  "I.. am am .... f..ine.... I stuttered... I got up from the bed and started walking towards the door, I think I prefer the sitting room" I said as i got to the door not looking back at him ....

I was about to pull the door knob, when I felt his hand pull me back to face him, I moved away keeping my distance... my whole body shivered from his touch "what are you doing?" i whispered unable to find my voice .... I didn't finish the sentence as I felt his soft lips land on mine ....

I gasped as I felt his lips on mine, I opened my mouth to protest but I couldn't get the words out as I opened  my mouth to let him in... my whole body began to tremble and I felt electricity through my body, I almost fell down but he used his hand to make me stable....

His lips began to synchronise with mine, now were back on the bed with his body over mine, i pulled and bit on his bottom lips which earned me a moan from him, his mouth left my lips and moved to my neck, "fuck" was all I could let out....

He's mouth is back on mine now, as his hand are fumbling with my boobs through my clothes... I could feel my self dripping in my underwear  and all I want is to feel him inside of me .....

He pulled my top up to my chest revealing my pink bra.... 

His eyes widened at the sight of my breast.

He began to lick my navel while his hands are on my breast, he put his hand in my bra and started to rub on my stiffened nipples. I moaned and  my eyes rolled back as I took in all the pleasure.... "I can cum from this alone" I thought as i pulled him back on top of me and began to kiss his neck.....

He's now untop of me and I can feel the bulge in his  trouser increasing , pressed over my pants...

It was this moment my brain began to  think of the whole scenario and I realised..

"I don't really want this, not right now' it is just too early, what if he stops talking to me after this? what if this is all he wants from me? what if he sees me as too cheap after this.... my paranoia has taken over me and I have to stop him before it gets too late....

"Are you okay?" he asked after noticing the stiffness of my body, "I'm not ready for this" I whispered.....

"Are you sure? did I just do something wrong? did I do something you didn't like?" he said with a concerned look ......

"I'm fine and I liked everything you did, I'm just not ready for this now" I answered trying not to look at his face which was now pleading for me to change my mind........