warning: mentions of self harm.
renjun was shaking. he couldn't do this anymore. he needed something to distract him, something to take his mind off of everything because living like this daily was certainly not possible anymore.
he made his way up to the bathroom, already regretting each step he took closer. he didn't want to do it but it was the only thing that made him feel nothing, just numbness. still, it was better than having to deal with everything else.
he held the small shiny blade in his shaking hand and slowly but gently cut a few slits into his upper arm with it. renjun was so out of it that he didn't even realize that half of the bathroom's floor was now just covered in his own blood.
upon realization that he indeed had caused a mess and that now his body was fully covered with cuts and scars, he broke down. he cried until his eyes turned blood red, he cried his soul out that day because he had finally reached his breaking point.
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MADE OUT OF LOVE
Fanfiction- noren ♥︎ "for you i'll do anything" 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍: 290220 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍: 090320 tw: self harm, suicide, death lowercase intended.
