before jeno's death
jeno's pov
what the hell am i supposed to do? i can't simply go up to him and tell him "oh hi renjun apparently i'm in love with you but we can't be together anymore because i have lung cancer which is only getting worse and i'm about to die in a few weeks. oh! let's not forget that i was the one who gave you that diary as well!!" right? because he will totally believe me, because he will totally be fine when he hears this news.
why did this happen to us?
why was it us?
i either tell him and see him completely lose it or face the fact that he'll eventually find out by himself and hate me for eternity. guess we'll have to find out.
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MADE OUT OF LOVE
Fanfiction- noren ♥︎ "for you i'll do anything" 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍: 290220 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍: 090320 tw: self harm, suicide, death lowercase intended.
