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"Gray come on,you can't be serious" I said to my 'best friend' in the verge of crying.
We are best friends but we kind of slept together, I catched feelings and he said that he didn't and I don't believe him.
We slept together because we both had a terrible week, he confessed to me that all the love he felt for Lena, his girlfriend, was no longer there, then he looked at me and our eyes meet each others then I felt something inside of me ,something inexplicable and what happened next...well happened, this has been going on for 3 months, and now he tells me he feels nothing for me. He got to be kidding me. I know he felt the same.
"I am Y/n" He said and closed the door of his room, so Ethan and Lena couldn't hear us."Now leave,I need to spend more time focusing on myself and Lena" He said without looking at me.
"You say it just because you feel guilty, guilty for her, because the reality is that you don't love her, but since she does love you, you feel you should do the same, love her when you know that your heart belongs to me, and mine to you, I know you and I know that by not harming her you will do it to me, not wanting, but you will." I paused a little, because I was about to cry again."I don't care if you choose her, I just wanted to know if you felt the same I see that you don't, or rather, I see that you don't want to admit it, but you know what? I don't care, not anymore" I said a little too loud.
"Shut up" He told me angrily."You don't know how I feel." He said and came closer to me.
"Yes I do ,I know that you felt it and you still feel it ,that strange-" He cut me off.
"You know what, fuck it, yeah i love you." He confessed.
"It doesn't look like it." I told him hurt.
"Listen, I love you, a lot" He started saying calmly."but she told me she is pregnant Y/n, I can't leave her when she is carring my child" He said disappointed in himself as if he didn't wanted her to be pregnant or as if he didn't wanted me to know maybe both.
"She is pregnant" I whispered shocked."That's why you choosed her" I said to myself still holding the same expresion.
"You are right and it's true" He started saying after a few minutes of silence."I don't love her but I have to because of our child" He said.
"I don't know what to say or how to act Grayson,if she is pregnant of course you have to stay with her for the sake of your son, I will no longer insist on anything, I will leave you and leave you forever so you can concentrate on Lena and the baby, congratulations, I guess, I really hope you have the life I wanted for us but with her, Gray" I said and smiled weakly.
"Don't say that Y/n" He said with a scared look."I don't want to loose you or our friendship but-"
"But you did Gray, and it's our fault" I sighed and started to leave.
He followed me.
"Please Y/n, please, I know that I said I needed time to focus on myself, but I need you, Y/n, I really need you by my side." He said whispering in case they hear us.
"Grayson, if you ever need anything let me know and I'll be there for you and that baby but now the one that needs time its me, I'm sorry"And with that I left him, forever.
I know what I said, but I don't think I can see him again without falling in love or feeling like shit.
~2 weeks later~
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FanfictionI have saved some published imagines as a draft again in case you're wondering :) "Long" Imagines .Or something like that. I love DRAMA and that means that most of my imagines are just about that. Grayson dolan and maybe Ethan ;).
