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It's been almost 3 weeks and my parents still haven't had ful conversation with me the most they said to me was 'come eat' 'get up' and that's really it other then that they have not spork to me.
Jasmine distance her self from me all the way, she's my twin and I need her here I miss her sleeping in my bed, now she really don't talk to me or anyone else.
I don't got my phone but sometimes I'll use Kim's while I'm at school.
I walked into the cafeteria, it was lunch and I sat with kimmy
"Why want jas just talk to me."kimmy said "she my bestfr and she want even talk to me all cause ia died her was keon hurting her."kimmy said
"Maybe just a moodI'll try to talk to her after school."i said
"Sooo did damari agree to do it?"kim asked
"Imma ask him today but I don't think his parents or mine wouldn't allow"i said
" Ask him he's walking over" Kimmy said getting up from her chair
"hi kimmy."damaria said sitting down next to me "Heey- now bye"Kimmy walked away with her food
"I'm getting an abortion."i said
"What?!"he said
"Damari i can't do this I'm not ready to be a mom i have so much a head of me and my parent want even talk to me."i said
"Hell nah you not finna do that to my child"he said
"You don't even know it yet Damari it's my decision and it's final today I'm going to the clinic whether anyone like it or not."i said
"Jayla that's just selfish abortions is for people who don't have the natural resources to take care of a kid your not having that problem our parents is financially stable."he said
"It's not about them it's about us is we ready?"i said
"I'm not ready either but i got 9 months to be ready."he said
"Damari I'm sorry but I'm not changing my mind."i said walking away from the table
Damari
This whole lil 3-4 weeks i been preparing myself for this. Trying to act more responsible since I'll be a father soon.
It hurt me because she just gon go kill our fucking kid next week we was gone be able to hear our baby heart beat.
Just like that, when i got in 5th period i was not in the mood for no body
"Hello Damari."my teacher said
I ain't say nothing and she the science teacher my favorite teacher. I just sat in my desk.
I laid down and balled my arms up trying to just go to sleep
