333 Network

Introduction

Before we start, pictures and songs that appear in here do not belong to me. All credit goes to their rightful owners. Ahem, hi. So, I hope you read the description before opening this book cause some stuff there is important.

Why is this called, "333 Network"?
To be honest, I don't know. I just thought it sounded cool. This'll be a one-women business, maybe, If I ever become a psychologist and get a psychiatrist to help me (which I don't really wanna do cause a lot of people don't even take the medicine and start doubting the help they get, but I have to if I'm gonna be one), that's what it's gonna be called, "333 Network".

Why am I doing this?
Good question. I wanna help people so that they don't feel this terrible thing that's festering inside almost all of us. This darkness. This sadness. This emptiness. This loneliness, whatever you wanna call it.

How am I supposed to know how that feels?
Another very important and good question. I know how it feels because I'm fighting the same battle I speak of. Depression is never easy to deal with but I'm getting better and so can you, I believe. Knowing that I can help you, reader, and that I created progress in helping you gives me the feeling of happiness. And I need you to remember that hope is never lost. Otherwise, you wouldn't be reading this.

If you know how it feels, then what is depression?
You do know that not even the best psychologists can properly answer that, right? I can somewhat on a relatable level. Depression and anxiety are many things but they are different. The very brief explanations are that depression is when you don't care about anything and anxiety is when you care too much. But who's that gonna help with that explanation? I can't properly explain the differences between anxiety and depression because there is so little. They pretty much go like this, somewhat hand in hand:

It's when you blame yourself for everything, you think that everything is your fault. You feel like the world is going on without you but somehow, you're still in it. When you think everything and everyone will be better off without you. When you feel like you're such a terrible person that doesn't deserve to live and deserves punishment. When you feel empty. Lonely. Like no one loves or understands you. When you feel like you see everything so clear but still feel blind. When you feel like there's a heavy weight on your heart and you can't get it off no matter how much you try.

It's when you believe a lie.

Are you serious about this?
Yes, I am. It might not seem like it with the way I speak, but I genuinely care. And admit it, you're grateful for how I talk. Does it make you feel more comfortable? What's your preference? But I am serious about this, I wouldn't make this book if I wasn't.

What to do if this really doesn't help or doesn't have something that you're dealing with in here:
I'm open to suggestions. You can tell me what you think should be in here and I can tag you for the idea or not. Just say if you want me to tag you or not. And if you don't want to, you can pm me and we can see what happens from there. If what I say really doesn't help, whether it's in this book or through pm, get a therapist or something. I'm not an official psychologist or anything. I'm sorry if I'm not able to help you... Don't feel bad for me and get help. My head can be put to rest if I know that you got help or are getting help and at least are slowly getting better. Don't be like me and never get any help.

People who I think need this or would be interested in this:
-CyberZero-
Lil_Depressed_Boi
Le_me_is_borker
SuujiHime
coolboy210
Taekook_Monie
Deal_With_It-UwU
Shy-_Crystal-
Todo_roki_Doki
XxSmolNekoPrincessxX
Mari_Ishida
WillowWhiteSurvivor (I don't know if you'd be interested in this or anything but here's the tag.)

Don't forget:
Remember that every last one of you are special and precious. No one deserves nothing. And don't forget to vote and comment!