listen before I go - TXT X ITZY (short stories )(completed)

My

Soobin POV

i lay on my bed and watched the white ceiling in my room.

and all i can think is nothing.

my mind feels blank

my body feels numb and

my heart feels empty.

it feels so cold.

then my phone ringing ,i looked at the contact and saw my girlfriend's name

'Lia~~'

i answer it and put it on my ear.

the first thing i hear is she 's crying.

"binnie -ah p-please come to the xxx mall rooftop i-i really ne-ed to s-see you right now.." i can hear she choked back a sob..

then my heart started to hurt slowly and painfully when i hear she crying.

" i'm on my way "

i got up and take my phones and car keys then quickly got out from my room.

as i open the door there a reek of alcohol and sex.

then i saw my dad with another woman half naked on the couch

again....

i just walk up and leave the house. i just ignored his voice calling out my name.

i got in my car and start to drives.

i could feel my tears streaming down my face as i recalling past event that happen to me.

'why the fuck i keep remembering it'

i keep remembering her voice.

'choi soobin i love you.....'

her soft voice calling out my name for the last time.

in the middle of the way i stopped for awhile and got out my car.

i could feel my chest getting heavier and my eyes getting blurry.

i just need to let this feelings out so i shout

i shout on top of my lungs

i shout until my voice crack..

i crouched down and close my mouth so theres not a voices comes out.

i wipe my tears and go back to my car.

i take a deep breathe and drives.

after a few minutes of driving i finally arrived.

i quickly parked my car and ran up the stairs.