My best friend is better than my boyfriend;)

Feelings

Shana POV

I feel the sun raze beaming down onto my face. I got up and stretch, then look at my alarm clock. 'oh Crap I am late Lamar is going to kill me' I shouted jumping up from my bed I rush out of my clothes and into the bath. When I was done I came out and here my phone ring I look at who was calling and it was Lamar I answer it and he told me he will pick me up in 10 minute I get ready fast and than I here a knot on the door I want down stair and open the door he saw me and look at me for a little bit and than I ask if he was ready to go he nod his head, yeah let's go we went to his car and he open the door for me and he look at me and smile I smile back and than got in the the car and he went to his side and drove off. On our way to school we were talking and laughing,
(S- Shana)
(L- Lamar )

S:What do you want to do when you graduate
L:hmm I am not sure I was thinking about going to school in New York and further my life"
L:what about you?
S:I haven't thought about it yet.
He pulled into the parking lot and I jumped out and ran to Amira, my cousin,
A:you now scare me
S:sorry! I was just happy to see you
A:its okay,how are you?
S:I am good,you?
A:a little stress mom now had an operation done on her
S:is she okay
A:I am not sure she acts so but I can tell that something is bothering her
Just then Lamar walks up to us
L:hi amir how are you
A:hi mar I am good
Just then the bell rang. Let's go to class. I went to my locker and get my math book for class Lamar and I have the same class together so we went to class together. When we got there we sat together then our teacher Ms small came in.
Ms,S: Lamar sit somewhere else, she told him
L: but y, he ask
Ms,S: because I don't want you two talking so go and sit some where else,
  He got up and went to the seat across the other side. Amira came in late and Forgot she  have class with me and she got detention for tomorrow at lunch time knowing her she will not go even it mean she get in more trouble than ever. Then she came to sit next to me then the bell ring for lunch. Lamar and I went to get lunch and we sit together and started to eat and then Amira and here friends came over,
A: hey do u guy want to play Truth are Dare.
L: sure,
A: what about u Shana
S: hmm I don't no
A: come on it will be fun
S: fine I will play,
we all sit down at around the table.
A: okay I will start shan a truth or dare
S: hmm dare
A: I dare to give Lamar a lap dance
S: hmm I don't no
A: come on u have to do it I dare u, I look over and see Lamar smiling when I look him he try to hold it back.
S: fine, I say I got up and went over to Lamar the smile on his face got deeper and he was a darker shade of red.
Amira on the music and I walk around him in circles, I slowly straddle him and grinded against him . I turned around so I was backing him and I slowly move up and down rubbing on the growing bulge in his pants I turned back around and kissed him slowly he placed his hand on my head pulling me deeper. I then realize that we were in front of our friends I pulled away and blushed a deep red when I saw their faces I went back to my seat and avoided there stares. Lizzy then turned to Lamar and ask
Liz: truth or dare
L: truth
Liz: hmm do u like Shana more  than a friend
I look at Lamar hoping he would say no because I don't want him to like me, we are friends and if we get together band it don't work out it will mess things up, he look at me and then look back at Lizzy and say yes
L: yes I do,
he look at me and smile I wanted to smile back but I couldn't no matter how I wanted to so I got up and ran out the room I knew Lamar would run behind  me so  when I got out I saw matt and ran and kiss him I saw Lamar there but I kept kissing matt I felt bad this was the only way. Lamar is my friend and I don't want to ruined that. he turned around and ran back in the room he look so sad I felt bad for him ,then the bell rang so i stop kissing matt and look at him and said sorry.