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he left

marlene- you did it

lil stomper- who gave you the news?

marlene- its on tv .. im proud of you babyboy thank you for not letting her die in vein

lil stomper- dont thank me ill do anything for you mom .. ill be home later ok i need a minute to myself

marlene- ok be safe

the call ended .. he pulled over and sat in silence

he didnt know how to feel .. he text ayra knowing she wouldnt answer him back

lil stomper- im sorry i wasnt there for you enough i wish i couldve hugged you tighter the last time i saw you .. i killed the assholes that did this to you i saw them bleed and scream it felt good but none of it brings you back .. your gone forever and this pain stays with me .. will i be ok? no ill never be ok ever how can i be when i failed you sister ..

he put his phone down and broke down yelling and screaming punching the steering wheel

he saw his gun on the passenger seat ..

he grabbed it

lil stomper: do it .. end it end the pain ..

he sat there as his phone went off

lil stomper- hey

rosy- you ok?

he went quiet .. he could hear the news in the background ..

rosy- i love you robert im proud of you k? i know this shit is hard and life fucking sucks! but please please promise me your coming home i saw the news there calling it the worst murder in town history .. im glad they fucking suffered! fuck them!

lil stomper- there dead but it dont bring her back you can be proud of me but that doesnt take this pain away .. what do i do?

rosy- it doestn bring her back it doesnt but this shows your love as a brother for her .. she wouldnt want you to join her or dad .. we need you

lil stomper- yea i know .. ill be ok somehow .. ill be home later love you

rosy- i love you too

the call ended he sat back he put the gun away cleaned himself up and took off

nayeli: i thought you would never get here

he walked up to her and kissed her

lil stomper: you home alone?

nayeli: hmm everyones gone for the night come on

she took him inside

nayeli: sucks you'll be gone im alone all weekend

lil stomper: fuck the things we could do

nayeli: hmm what if i just come with you?

he laughed

nayeli: whats funny?

lil stomper: nothing baby i just cant take you everythings been to crazy and dangerous

nayeli: is it a job?

lil stomper: yea with my uncles outta state .. now come here

nayeli: naw naw you aint gonna get it that easy

he laughed

lil stomper: oo really? then ok ill leave

he got his keys but she stopped him

nayeli: dont leave i was playing

he looked at her serious

nayeli: i love you dont be mad please babe

lil stomper: i dont got time for you to be teasing me its 2am nayeli i got a trip to make and i just wanted to spend some time with you shits been wild and

she kissed him

nayeli: im sorry babe please dont go

she grabbed his hand and took him to her room

lil stompers: thats better now come here

they fucked ..

nayeli: you dont have to leave no ones going to show up

he kissed her deeply

lil stomper: i gotta pack ill call you or text ok

she got p and covered herself in her blanket

nayeli: i love you?

he smiled and kissed her

lil stomper: love you too

nayeli: be safe

he nodded and left

the days went by her funeral had arrived .. he didnt say much or talk he just sat back and watched

rosy: are you going to go see her? tell her goodbye?

lil stomper: i told her goodbye the last time i saw her as she was going to grandpas .. thats how i want it to stay

she nodded

rosy: hows everything you havent really talked?

lil stomper: well im dead inside but still alive working doing what i have to

rosy: sorry

lil stomper: naw dont be it aint your fault .. i love you ok ill always be here for you i might seem distant its just the way i deal with things

rosy: i understand

lil stomper: are you ok?

rosy: i miss her like crazy but im happy shes at peace and with dad i just want you to be ok and mom

he hugged her

the funeral ended and they took her princess pink casket to her plot right next to there dads .. lil stomper hugged his mom and sister as they cried

they finished up

marlene: work?

lil stomper: yea im gonna catch up on shit and kick back im ok though dont stress over me ok mom? i love you

marlene: i love you too

he left

lil stomper- im back in ton gotta do some shit then im free wanna get high and fuck?

nayeli- you havent texted or called or nothing jose? what the fuck?

lil stomper- yes or no nayeli

nayeli- no fuck you!

lil stomper- alright then delete my shit

he drove for a bit when his phone went off .. he was already looking for another female ..

nayeli- come threw when your done im down

britany: fuck her come here babyboy

he laughed

lil stomper- ok give me like 2 hours finishing up something get sexy for me

he silenced his phone

lil stomper: come here beautiful fuck

thats how he played it he had bitches in all areas but nayeli was his ..

months passed

nayeli: all you ever wanna do is fuck! you dont care about me! its either lets get high or fuck or both!!

lil stomper: i love you i buy you shit all the time what else do you want!! all i want in return is pussy babygirl i never ask for anything else .. what you dont love me baby? i aint enough for you?

he hugged her by her waist and kissed her

nayeli: yes i love you with all my fucking heart but i want us to be more than this? i wanna go out go to your place do things i wanna meet your family? babe come on?

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