In people see fear they run away from it but what I do is to complete opposite is that run towards fear they run towards other people's problems so I don't have to deal with my own I understand that being welcome can sometimes hurt you when someone invites you something does not mean they want you there they just want to know that they were trying to be a good person by inviting you you see that hope can also hurt you even though you think it's what controls your mind no but your mind is the thing that controls you technically if you did not have your thoughts your feelings you would basically be nothing well you would be something but you wouldn't have everything you would ever want but nobody ever has what they want they just have something that they think they want and when they see what they actually want they leave and they never turn backwards to look at the phony person standing behind them they never turn around it's your turn to make them turn around and if you don't make them turn around they're just going to keep walking but that's the phony way of it you're not a phony you're not stupid you're not ugly you're not terrifying you might think you're all of these things but the thing that you are a beautiful see that's all you need to really see is that everything that someone has ever told you that you're ugly that you're stupid but you stuck none of them are true the rumors don't need to control your mind when you let the rumors control your mind you're stuck in it you cannot move you cannot breathe you are just stuck there you are stuck in your mind until someone else that's something you are stuck in your mind and tell you stand up for yourself and most of the time that is hard most of the time you want to sit down and cry but you're just sitting here going through every thought that you've ever had every rude comment someone's ever told you everything that you've ever thought was a lie you went over it you didn't stop going over it until someone said another rumor see rumors are just rumors they do not need to control you can depression can kill you but let's not forget about anxiety let's not forget about the people that hurt you let's just not be stuck in our minds because of the people that hurt you you are a person you are human you f****** matter
