REGRET. || Wonwoo

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EUNSOO

"She's already on her way"
He answer

I cant hold it anymore

I'm badly hurting Wonwoo

You could've atleast told me that we're over already right?

before you introduce that new girl to us

It could be less painful if you just did told me

I could have just stop right away if you just told me.

But i dont understand you.

You never tell, you never confront
You never care

Is this relationship a joke to you?

Is it really only me who's holding this relationship?

How come it's only me then?

You're unbelivable

"Oh uhm Ye... Yeah Eunsoo, Wonwoo hyung invited his bestfriend over, he told it to us before going here, because he said that you might get bored and awkward going with all boys, so he invited a girl" Mingyu explain. Incase i'm confused

Which i am really.

And instead of Wonwoo saying that to me to make me feel atleast better

It's Mingyu who told it, it's Mingyu that cared for me

And it's always Mingyu

Why can't it be you again Jeon Wonwoo?

And

You know very well that i can get along with all of them a lot right?

You know that i'm so comfortable to all of them right?

I even sleepover in your dorm with them,
Because you want to cuddle me all night that day

Despite of you being so protective over me because of all the boys.
i pretty enjoy being there with them,

How come you say that i might get awkward?

If you yourself witnessed that i can handle all of them?

"Y..Yeah that's right" Wonwoo finally spoke to me, looking at Mingyu

I look at him,

I look straight at his eyes

Those eyes that use to look lovingly to me,

Those eyes that use to look only to me

It's so beautiful,
I wish it would look at me the same again

But i guess it will never happened again

You just need to deal with it Eunsoo
You just need to accept it Eunsoo

You just need to accept that

It's not the same anymore
He's not the same anymore
And it's not you anymore

I sigh and tried gulping the big lump that started forming in my throat again

"Thanks for the concern then Wonwoo, but i'm fine, just enjoy with her, i'm pretty ok with it" i said, tears threatening to fall

But i'm not that idiot to let it fall infront of him

I know to myself that it's not worth my tears anymore

I just had to accept and move on to it

I'll tried.