REGRET. || Wonwoo

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WONWOO

"Thanks for the concern then Wonwoo, But i'm fine, just enjoy with her, i'm pretty ok with it" she said smiling

Then she left

I dont really know what is happening to me, i dont know why i can't find my happiness on her anymore

We use to be so happy and contented

What happened to me now?

Why am i doing this?

"I shouldn't have mention it" i heard Mingyu whisper

I just look at him, and sigh

"Yah Hyung, You shouldn't invited someone else" Mingyu spoke again

I continued looking at him, i thought he agreed?

"I did it for her Hyung and not for you." i Know

But i dont want to say thankyou for doing it

I didn't even ask you to do it Mingyu

I didn't say that,

I invite Jennie for Eunsoo to be less awkward to us, because all of us are guys

It's just you who told her

It's just you who lied to her.

"I dont really understand you hyung, what's really wrong with you? Why are you doing this to Eunsoo?" he continued

All of a sudden i just start burning inside

Why do you need to care Kim Mingyu?

"Can you stop protecting her? You're not even her boyfriend. I Am-"

"But you're not acting like YOU ARE, you even bought another girl here than spend more time to your own girlfriend. You're so unbelivable hyung" he scoff annoyed

"Do you really love her?"

I sigh,

do i?

"If you still, then you should atleast show it! What the hell is wrong with you"

"I.....I dont know anymore Mingyu, it's not the same anymore, it's not the same feeling anymore, it's just...

It's just.

It's not her anymore" i said looking down sighing

Then there's a long silence between us
No one dare to speak

I dont really know anymore.
I dont feel the same anymore

Everything change when Jennie came

And it's just

being so far from her is too difficult to hold

I felt so lonely and cold everytime she's not around

I'm too busy to meet her.
I'm too focused on my group that we can't meet
I'm too tired that we can't even text or facetime

And that routine just continue until i lost my interest already

Then Jennie came to my life that change me

We can be able to see eachother because she's a trainee in our company

And i really enjoy her presence

That i totally forgot about her.

"Are you not gonna do something hyung?" Mingyu spoke

"You— Y....You should atleast revive this falling relationship" he look at me with his eyebrows meeting

Do i really need to fight for this relationship?

Do i want to do it?

"I dont know anymor-"

"Then you dont deserve her" he stand up after cutting me off

"She's fighting for you who is fighting for someone else instead"

"You're amazing Hyung" he chuckles.

"I hope it's not yet the end"

"I hope you still have a chance"