A/N: This is a very short update guys. Sorry. I'm trying to make something...which is a secret. XD
I'd rather stay away than making a sin.
"LOVE is the sweetest sin I'll make."
What is a memory?
Can you teach me how to make it?
or can we buy it instead?
Do you know the feeling of not having good memories again? And not wanting to happen again?
"Because memories are just reminding you of what you had and will never give it back to you again." that's what Lexa Skelp said when she was struggling her life from reality.
HELLO FRIDAY!
As I enter the hall of Conevill Academy, people are staring at me with disgust and giving lots of negative look and murmur. I can't wear up to wrist clothes because it's summer here in Europe and the classes are about to end. I put my arms in a crossing position my hands cup my ankle. I hide my face by making my hair as a cover. They can see my scars from last night. I can still hear them laugh and saying my name in a god-awful way! Geez. Am I this atrocious? My anger lit up. 'I don’t deserve this kind of treatment', it pop into my mind.
I face them one by one and gave them my devilish grin. I instantly grab the arm of the person on my left. I twisted it and push her away. I'm not the nerd here who they can bully easily. I'm not wearing any glasses. Bastards! I'm enough of everything. "owwwch! You bitch!" I hear her say. Just when my feet step on to the floor...she pulled my hair. This hog is really strong. She's messing with the wrong girl. She pulled my hair with her one hand, she twist it then pulls it again. My neck hurts. You'll pay for this.
I turn around to look at her. I quickly tackle her manage to grab her tie from her uniform. She was appall for some seconds. I stomp her left feet. She let a loud scream. After that, I push her. I don't want to have any bad records in my school despite of being my rebel attitude. Having a record is such a pretty fuss. Going here and there and listening to their so called "advices" is not really me. I'm a lazy bun. A lazy and PRETTY BUN. ahuh! I can tell myself I'm pretty..but when it comes to other people, I can't believe them. They're just taking my attention which is not my style.
After what I did to that whore, the audience gave me an very loud awe. I face them and gave my sweetest bow. As i was walking and will take my first step on the stairs, I saw someone that is ahead of me. He's walking fast.....and then he looks back. Why is he sad? I can read it through his eyes and his lips not forming any shape. Why? Wait. Why should I bother knowing it? It's not Lexa. I should be going. I passed by him without uttering any word to the both of us..Not until I was ready to turn left.
"Lexa..." He called my name in a weak voice.
"Y-yes?" Deym. My voice is shaking. This is not me. I should act cool!
"Nothing.." right. 'Nothing' huh?
I didn't reply. I just shrug and headed to our classroom..And one bad moment for me. The subject for this day is Psychology. It's about the behavior of people and such..and love! Oh how I hate this subject. I always fail and take make up classes every summer.
Our teacher came in and making her announcement. "Ok class, for our next activity, each of you should find a partner. This will be oh so exciting~" she giggled and she actually sing at the end which is the "exciting~" word. She's is always hyper and pure of energy. People like her are annoying for me.
Speaking of partner? Heck. I don't even know my classmate's name. Why should I know if in the end It's going to be me, alone making money and stuffs. ang yeahh......
"Hey!" bang. Ouch my ears! -_-
"what?" uhhh it's my teacher. "Hello Ms. what can I do for yeah?" I rapped.
"Not funny. Btw, you're with Blae. The two of you are partner now." she said while smiling.
"Wait?! NO way!" we said in chorus. OH he's with my side. thank goodness.
"Then tell me who your partners are? Here you are sleeping Ms.Skelp while Mr.Fenson is late in class!" oh oh. I think she's mad.
"......." our reaction.
"Sooner or later, the two of you will thank me" she winked.
"or not.."
to be continued....
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Hey guys! Sorry I made it short. So yeah. Maybe I'll edit this next time. I just don't what to say. Seriously, I don't what I feel these days. I'm kinda depressed but I can't exactly that I am because I'm smiling or laughing. I don't know. lol ok I'm done with the convo stuff.
I'm with my grey panda! say hi Panda :)
Grey Panda: ......
ok that was nothing. XD
with lots of charcoal gems, Meyr.
(I'm a retard. I KNOW! :])
