dandelion ● jujae

•VI

juyeon opened the door and went into his house, revealing his best friend who was sitting on the couch. he slowly went up to the white haired  and sat next to him.

''you are back. where were you?'' eric looked up from his phone.

"went to see jaehyun'' the dark blue haired laid down on the couch and put his head on eric's lap.

the other turned off his phone and gave his friend a questioning look. ''what's wrong?''

juyeon kept silent. should he tell him or not? what will happen after this? all this questions were in his mind.

''how do you know that you love someone?'' the dark blue haired looked at eric and while waiting for the answer he got up immediately. '' forget it, i don't want to know''

he stood up and was about to go upstairs but eric's words stopped him. ''you just care for that person more than others, you want to be more than friends and there's that kind of feeling when you are too close to them and-'' he didn't let him finish and ran upstairs.

what eric said, is it all true? if it's true then that means that juyeon has feelings for jaehyun right? but why was he denying it? why doesn't he want to accept it? is he scared or isn't he ready for it? what if jaehyun finds out and leaves him?

the dark blue haired sighed and ruffled his hair as he sat on his bed. he looked at the picture which was on the table next to the bed and took it. he smiled looking at the picture and recalling the memories.

"what if...he hates me?'' he smiled bitterly and laid down on the bed still looking at the picture of his and jaehyun's.

''i love you hyung'' he kissed the picture and hugged it as he slowly fell asleep.

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the blonde haired was sitting near the window looking at the blue sky full of soft, white clouds.

his condition was getting better so he would go home soon. he didn't want to stay here anymore, it was making him even worse.

''jaehyun'' sangyeon came in and called out his name but jaehyun didn't response. ''hey'' the brunette waved his hand  in front of the other's face.

''huh?'' the blondie came to his senses. ''sangyeon why are you here? you should be working'' jaehyun looked at the clock.

''right, i should be at work but today i talked to the doctor and he said that you can go home. everything is fine, you are getting better, just chronical disease. you need rest that's all and also medicine'' sangyeon smiled and gave the blonde  haired a bag. '' go change''

jaehyun took the bag and went in the bathroom to change. after he was done he came out and stood in front of his friend.

"you look so fine. wish he was here'' the brunette laughed.

suddenly the  door was opened. juyeon came in and made sangyeon stop from laughing his ass off.

''speaking of the devil'' he said and laughed once again. jaehyun glared at him and rolled his eyes.

''juyeon? you don't need to be here.'' the blonde haired smiled and wore is jacket. ''you did many things for me. I'm thankful''

''just wanted to see you. i have to go soon'' the dark blue haired looked at his watch on his wrist.

jaehyun was just looking at the younger. what was he suppose to say? he couldn't say a word.

''um..hyung, if you are free next week let's go to the cinema?'' juyeon rubbed his nape and cursed at himself in his mind.

was he asking jaehyun to go out with him? yes he was and bet he was dying inside and screaming.

''no'' jaehyun looked at the younger and saw his sad face after he refused. ''i mean i don't want to watch something. let's just go for a walk''

juyeon's face lit up. he was so happy. he smiled to the older and left him. '' i have to go now''

sangyeon appeared from nowhere and startled his friend. ''what are you hiding?''

''me? it's nothing. he asked me to go out with him, it's normal.'' jaehyun shrugged his shoulders.

''normal? who asks their friend out just like that?''

''like what?''

''he was so shy to ask you that. couldn't you see it? he was so sad when you refused but then his face lit up when you told him to go for a walk''

''he is always like that'' the blonde haired sighed and went out from the ward.

''both are dumbs'' sangyeon clicked his tongue and followed his friend.

ーTBC ー