DREAMS ✔️

Chapter 40

I'm extremely emotional writing todays update..

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Avni

His confession hit me to the core_  Neil and Rea, they had got engaged.

"Hey Avni I got late. Sorry." I still remembered Rea sulked first then grinned pushing the little gate opened to the garden, the path to our house main entrance.
I said Mamma last night to wake me up at 9 but she called me quarter past nine and my alarm didn't budge. God knows why.

Rea slammed her car door closed before she pushed that little gate opened.

My luggages are all brought down, out the main door. Mom hugged me and cried. She was sad since I had got the scollarship for research on my subjects in abroad. I know she wants me to stay close to her but she knew how important it was for me. I always dreamt of going abroad doing research there. As Mamma knew about my dreams she kept silent but I know deep down there she wants me not to leave my country.

But I had to leave. I can't just let go this golden chance. I have put on stake my each and every happiness and enjoyment to achieve and reach to that opportunity before any other candidate could have grab it away from our university. I am one of those very few, have got that international scholarship.

And there was someone to whom I specifically wanted to show what this average, most simple yet middle class girl can achieve. And how vast it could be.

As continuous denial of us, Rea didn't put a single words inside her ears instead she kept requesting me and Mamma to let her drive both of us to the airport.
My flight was at 11:30am. And three of us started at 9:30 to reach the airport as soon as possible.

That was the day we had last seen each other . My heart clenched looking at both of them before I departed, disappeared their sight through the entrance gate. Because I had had already decided what my step would be the next, with my only bestie.
And I know I was so wrong. I shouldn't have done such heartbreaking act to the most beautiful and genuine soul I have ever met, among those bunch of fake people around. One more person I would like to mention, Ali. Both were just out of those class, status conscious people I had come across during my campus days.

Few those initial days we used to talk over ph calls, sometimes through mails. But gradually and unwillingly I knew I need to distance her. I need to cut all those connections related to that person,who was behind all my nightmares, my ruined self image, in front of my class fellows, left me grounded. One of them was Rea who was related to Neil and his friend Ali too.

But the bad part is I miss my country and the people, I miss hanging out with my only bestie Rea, revealing to her my every secrets. I really miss our long chattings over calls.

Would she ever forgive me the way I behaved with her since few last years. Even I never tried meeting her if I had ever went to see Mamma, there to my homeland.

Even I truly believe somewhere she must haven't forgotten me. Because I know she isn't. Or if she have then I would be glad considering it as a little reward to my guilt self.
She had always been the person who tried to continue the contacts, whereas I'm the one always behind who just only distanced.

One of the hardest things in your life to loose your Bestie.

And one of the hardest feeling in your life to get disgraced and mistrusted by the person you loved.

I went through both of them.
What about you!

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