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Jayda Waydaa

I got up and I went to get the kids ready because today was Nye's Prom so I had to do a lot of running around I was gonna drop the kids off at Dave's since he hasn't seen them in ah minute .

"Hey Vanei" I said walking in her room and going straight to her closet so I can pick outfit and surprisingly she was up she don't never get up this early 😂 "Goodmorning Mommy " she said giving me ah hug "awww baby it looks like your in ah good mood this morning " I said "yeah cuz today we get to see nye dress " she said spinning around in ah circle "I know where gonna have ah good day in school today right ion wanna hear nothing from your teacher today missy " I said raising my voice ah lil " do I have to the boy keep hitting me " she said looking down at her feet " what boy keep hitting you I said turning around and grabbing her ah blue polo shirt and some shorts .

" maki mommy he be mean to me " she said " okay well did you tell ya teacher's ?" I asked because this is ah first that I Hurd this " yeah buhh they ain't do nothing " she said o"okay baby say no more & mommy gonna fix it he won't be hitting you anymore okay" I said pinching her cheeks "now go brush your teeth & then come down stairs so I can make your food " I said walking out the room and going to get started on her food and making her lunch

When I was finish I set out her plate and put her food on it then I got ah call from Dave saying that he wanted to meet up so we could talk. At first I ain't wanna agree buhh we need to arrange how we are gonna spending time with the kids being that we're nahh living together. I'm gonna let him stay here and ima move I already found ah house it's really nice it's right by avanei's school and mari's daycare so that's good .

India
I was in the kitchen making me some breakfast buhh I wasn't making Durk any cuz he's been very distant he's always gone always coming in late ion know what's going on like I jus had ah baby nahh only that I'm trying to keep up on the bills and it's hard I'm already up half of the night because summer' is up half of the night it's stressful asf

"India " Durk yelled " ughun don't come in here with that shii my baby in here sleep nigga " I said getting irritated asf " man don't start ya shit I jus came in here to talk to you " he said leaning on the counters " what is now it's always something with you " I said rolling my eyes " Igh see now you jus pissing me off and ima jus say it cuz at this point ion care how you feel " he said " oh so you don't care how I feel ?" I said " that's besides the point and I'm going on tour tonight so I won't be back till September " he said " nigga what is you crazy matterahfact ion care jus go I got me and mines ion need you I been doing this so when you go take all ya shii too and don't hit back you got all the time you do other shii buh nahh take care of ya kid ? I sit at home with her everyday all day I stop what I have to do to take care of my baby and you don't do shii for her you don't change her diaper nothing that's ah damn shame you know what I'm outta here do what ever helps you sleep at night I'm leaving don't come looking for me " I said walking outta the kitchen leaving him dumbfounded cuz I'm nahh no kid

Dave

I was in the car listening to pop smoke foreigner ft a boogie it's was like 11 in dad morning I texted jayda and told her I wanna meet cuz I wanna woke this shii out I miss having my girl and the kids around & I'm supposed to be going to nya graduation tomorrow and ion want it to be awkward between us and I felt like I let the kids down too cuz they don't even see me like that anymore They only see me when  they go to my moms and i bearly wanna be there cuz she always yelling at me I know I need wrong and I'ma fix it.

After like 15 mins I pulled up to the mall I walked in and I texted her she said she was in billy bees cuz she had the kids with her so I walked in there it wasn't really packed buhh it wasn't many people I see jay talking to ah nigga I wasn't jealous buhh he ain't bouts to get what's mines !  " she gotta man she don't need you " I said wrapping my arms around her . And the nigga walked away . " your mad annoying now move & have ah seat you wanted to talk let's talk " jayda said she was looking good asf she had on this white Gucci sweat suit buhh I can tell in her face that she wasn't doing too good I knew I fucked up bad when I seen the pain in my shorty eyes the night everything went down it was like she changed .  " first I wanna say that I'm sorry it never was supposed to happen I was jus stressed out I couldn't do it with everything that was on going with you and the kids India and everybody else jayda I'm really sorry I never meant to hurt you like this I wanna be in that boys life I wanna help you raise avaneii lives you jayda " I said trying grab her hands buhh she pulled them away from me " you know what David I ain't even bouts to make ah scene cuz we in public buhh lemme tell you something cuz I cook I clean I do everything that I'm supposed to do for these kids and 2 of them nahh my own buhh I treat them like my own there's never ah day where I'm nah stressed out because of these kids I go to school and I work at home and I'm a stay at home mom I go and take the kids to wear they gotta go and pick them up while your out everyday I'm tried everyday I jus wanna run away and never look back buhh do I do that no I don't because I love these kids and this is how it's gonna be because I'm a mom now okay I do everything while your out doing what you do I don't complain when you come home and you go play your game instead of taking Romario or avaneii ion say nothing I let you do you buhh for me to get beat and kidnapped then put in ah coma damn near laying on my death bed you go and cheat on me nahh once buhh the whole 3 months I was in a coma are you serious like come on David I thought you were better than this I can't believe you . Listen I'm nahh gonna work myself up anymore okay I'm getting my own shii you can keep the car and the house I jus need some space like I said before when you figure out if that baby is yours then hit me " she said getting up from the table walking to get romari . I couldn't even say anything man I knew she was right I tried to stop her buhh when I tried to catch with her it was ah big ole crowd forming around someone I ran cuz I hope it wasn't jayda "move get outta my way that's my girl" I said running and pushing people out way to get to jay cuz she was on the grown passed out

"Jayda..... jayda get up baby..... somebody call the ambulance do something " I screamed now crying cuz I didn't wanna lose her

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