Beautiful Memories || Namjoon ff || 16+

2. It's Just A Misunderstanding

*intense scene ahead*

All of a sudden, you feel yourself sinking slowly in the mattress as Namjoon came crawling on the bed to sit beside you. You gave him a confused look but he didn't bother to care and just kept inching closer and closer towards you.
And then you feel it.
A hand cupping your cheek as another wrapped around your lower waist. Soft, full lips touching yours and the faint scent of cologne drifting in the wind as you both exchange saliva. Both your breaths getting shorter by the second until....

He pulls back, admiring your features and giving you the softest, calmest expression ever. He then leans closer to you and whispers in your ear;

"Last night I had a dream... I dreamt about you."

You didn't know why but it felt like you could hear the sadness in his voice as he tried his best to hide it. But you didn't question him.
He then placed a hand on your stomach to which he looked at you with a soft smile and said;

"I really want us to start a family, don't you?"

You blushed as his words slipped out of his mouth and into your ears. Embarrassed from the statement, you looked away as he just kept staring at you sweetly.
Then he suddenly cupped your face, making strong eye contact, whispering:

"If you're ready baby, just let me kno-"

*sound of bedsheets ruffling*

You were now on top of him, smirking as both your legs were on either side of his hips.
Looking down at him sexily as you began to strip.
He just watched you while biting his lip, slowly getting hard as the seconds passed by.
But just as you began to remove your bra, he suddenly flipped you over on your back and hovered above you.
Taking his shirt and pants off as your lips were now swollen from the intense kissing.

But just as you leaned in to kiss him, he suddenly sprang up from the bed and screamed.

You were terrified, shocked, scared, confused -- you didn't understand what was happening.
He knelt down on the ground as he closed his eyes and ears shut tight.

You got up and was about to comfort him until...

"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!"

Those words pierced through your heart. You suddenly felt weak as tears welled up in your eyes.
He pushed you as you fell back and knocked over the nearby desk.
His eyes were still shut tight as you heard him silently mumbling words to himself.
You felt a twinge in your heart as you got up and headed towards the door.
Glancing back once more, you heard him whisper;

"Leave me... alone."

He didn't have to repeat himself as you ran to grab your jacket, and slamming open the door, you escaped out into the world.

As your blurry eyes tried to come into focus, dark thoughts filled your head.

"He never loved me. He was just using me all this time.
Why? Why me? Why does it have to be like this? Why can't I just live happily ever after like I wanted to!? Can't a young woman like me just live peacefully!? Do I really need to suffer through times like this!? Can't it just end!?--"

BEEP BEEEEP!!!!
*loud crash*