Beautiful Memories || Namjoon ff || 16+

3. The Dark Voice

Namjoon's POV:

I looked down at her as I admired her features. Smirking slightly, I undressed and was about to lean in and kiss her until, there it was again...

The same voice ringing in my ears. I sprang up from the bed in shock, and I suddenly feel the voice getting louder as I knelt down on the ground, shutting my eyes tight in fear that I might see him again, my worst nightmare.
The voice inside my head got louder and louder as it kept repeating these hurtful words:

"She will leave you; she doesn't love you. You think you're special to her? She's cheating on you behind your back. Those lips that kissed you were the same lips that gave other dudes blowjobs. Just leave her. You won't miss her. Neither will she."

I couldn't take it anymore and just screamed from the top of my lungs.

"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!"

I couldn't bare it any longer. I was so sick and tired of this demon voice that was ringing in my head. I just wanted to get rid of it.

"Leave me... alone."

I whispered, hoping that it would go away. I then collapsed to the ground from exhaustion. Letting myself drift away in a deep sleep.

**The Next Day**

I woke up to the sound of the alarm going off. As I opened my eyes, I find myself lying on the floor with a few clothes tossed around everywhere. As I slowly come to my senses, I noticed that I was nearly completely naked -- wearing only a pair of boxers.
Then it hit me.
The sudden memories from last night flooded my brain.

"Y/N!!" I shouted. Hoping for a reply; but I was left with silence. I got up, got dressed, and began making breakfast. Thinking that she might've gone grocery shopping or something. As I was finished preparing my meal, I turned on the TV hanging above the kitchen counter and sat down to eat.
The morning news was the only thing that was on at that moment so I decided to watch it anyway.

News reporter: "Breaking News, a young woman had been car hit last night at around 9:30 p.m. near Kung-Fu restaurant. Witnesses say that she had been crossing the street, only to be thrown across the road by a passing car. She is now in Bundang Jesaeng Hospital. Unfortunately, she has lost an awful lot of blood and is now in a coma. Here are a few pictures that were taken during the incident."

I looked closely at the pictures and suddenly felt my heart dropped.
"Y-y/n? No... It can't be."
As I looked closer, my eyes widen as I recognized her jacket. It was the jacket I had bought her last Christmas. There was no mistaking it.
I dropped my plate of food as it smashed to the ground.
Dialling my boss and telling him about my situation, I ran to grab my car keys and jacket and slammed the door shut.

A few minutes later I arrived at the hospital.
And there she was, lying motionless on the bed with her eyes closed and arms resting on her stomach.
My eyes filled up with tears as I stood beside her and cried silently.
"Why?" I thought to myself. "Why this? Why now?" I just couldn't understand.