Sidnaaz......a love story against all odds

Hurt.....

Sid is sitting on sofa with Shebaaz thinking something very deeply.

Sid pov:

In my childhood I was very happy, calm, obedient naughty .But after my father demise  i changed myself completely I become rude,aggressive .Not because i got many responsibilities but if you don't change yourself according to society and show  your weak side to them they will crush them under their feet .I had my elder sisters and my mother  to take all the responsibilities and I never feel any burden or any pressure on me for anything they take care of everything . But in our society if a male sit at home and women work then society can't let them in peace .I choose my career as an actor firstly i face many rejections as I don't had any god father in the industry face many challenges years of struggle and hard work and lot of sweat led to me today where I am now but everything that comes to you it come with a prize with every success i become more rude and start living my life for my family in this i forgot to live for myself ,to enjoy life or to do any mischief 

But when went to big boss to get a break from my daily routine to let loose myself a little bit but I didn't know it will change my life not only for better but for best .That journey had lots of ups and downs but it led me to a very beautiful gift that is MY SANA .Shenaaz gill kaur name itself bought smile on everybody face .We met in big boss from starting I felt attracted towards her .Her way of talking ,her innocence her jokes ,her smile everything about her is awesome .She has a heart of gold can forgive anyone easily .She is someone with whom you can be yourself without having fear of being judged  .

We become friends from starting I felt very protective towards her she is like child anyone can take advantage of her innocence .But she is also lioness when come to fight .She and I both didn't know when from friends we started to feel for each other .She was always there for me when i needed her ,she even jump between the fights without any second thought because she didn't want my image to get tarnished or to be eliminated sometimes even she got hurt but not for once she left my side ,in return i was not able to to do something for her or to stand for her due to my personal reasons.

When she came to know about her feeling she didn't tried to hide it for once infact  she confessed on national television that she love me "tu mera hai aur aur mera hi rahega samja koi aaya na beech mein faad ke rakh dungi sabko" . He felt so overwhelmed with her love but can't able to express it to her as we have 13 year age gap and I don't want her image  to get ruined because of me and secondly we are poles apart she is like fresh air where ever she goes she spread happiness and I am like a volcano which can be erupted anytime and burn them with the lava inside me.

But she is Sana she can do what others will not be able to think even ,she not only made me fall for her but I got so habitual to her I can't able to sleep without talking to her (gandi wali aadat)

After big boss I confessed to her ,we started to date each other . With her I become a child and can do whatever I want .She brings the side out of me that nobody can,I myself didn't knew it existed in me .

In this relation she suffered more. Everybody call her with different names ,but she didn't care she always gave more importance to me than all the rubbish .Only close friends and our  family knows about our relation and due to this also she face many problems but she never let it effect our relationship . I don't know how I became so lucky to have her in my life.

But now I hurted her and to a extent that she left for US without  telling me,the girl who didn't go for shopping without me  went to US . I hurt her way too much .But when comes to Sana I am very selfish I can't let her go out of my life .I will do whatever it takes but I will bring her back to me .

Sid- tu mujhe nahi batayega chote ki wo kaha hai?

Shebaaz - Aisa ho sakta hai ki na btau .Pr mujhe sachhi lagta hai ki tum dono ko kuch time ka break le lena chahiye .Socho apne rishte ko lekr samjho phr kuch faisla lena .

Sid- Haa mai samajh raha hu tu kya bol raha hai. Pr mujhe ek baar usse milna hai kuch bolna hai maafi mangni hai .Meri moti naraaz hai mujhse mujhe pta hai khana  bhi nahi khaya hoga sahi se aur ma soyi hogi aur royi to ptani kitni baar hogi .Bs ek baar jakr baat kr aaunga jo wo bolegi wohi karunga bss ek baar milne de please.

Shebaaz- Arre jija ho aap mere mana hue nahi ho pr aap hi honge confirm hai ,jaanta hu mai use aap se bohot pyaar karti hai ,aur aap mujhe please bologe .Jao ab ni deta.

Sid- Abe dena yaar pakka mt ,jaldi de 

Shebaaz- deta hu deta hu

Shebaaz give him address and Sid leaves from there with a determination of manofying his moti . And now it's time he need to take steps that are needed for their relation ,it will not going to be easy but har achi cheez aasani se kaha milti hai .

jannat se mere liye  aayi hui pari hai wo ,

dil ki hr saaz chedde aisi sargam hai wo,

poori zindagi  apni aankhon mein sanjo kr rakhuga 

mere dil ka sukoon , meri jaan hai wo (wah wah jaroor karna khud likha hai mana bekar hai phr bhi i tried)

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giving update early please btana kaisa laga chapter .Your comments inspire me to write.........