Hard times

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—- Few days later —-

I sat in the bed looking at the white walls. For a minute I felt lost at ease when my heart broke so did my mind. Everyone that I had let in didn't love me anymore or they used me. I looked to the side the chair that should have a loved one sitting there and nobody was. I had asked the nurses to not let anyone in I can't deal with another heartbreak.

I had wished I died when I jumped off that bridge but then I seen the only person that loved me my grandma came to me told me this is not it. I opened my eyes on the tears of crying. Oh how I wish she was here to help me to gather my life back up show me what true life was.

"Hello Aloha" the doctor interrupted my thoughts

"I'm sorry for your lost, it looked like you were pregnant, it might also be difficult to talk a lot you kind of damaged your voice box" he told me then walked out

Not a single word has escaped my mouth as the world seem like it was falling. I had a little one growing in that could've loved me. It doesn't matter who the father was I could careless it mattered that I had killed my baby without knowing. All I ever asked for was to be loved and that was taken by my stupidness. I curled up and cried myself to sleep once more.

Austin POV

The day the news broke reporters been at the door awaiting for me to break the news to them to spill the tea. I couldn't come to terms that someone that I had gave my heart to broke it. We couldn't even go to the room because she wasn't awake they said she might not make it. My girlfriend been by my side but I don't know if I can continue to push out like I did Aloha that is how this happen.

I walked downstairs to the studio and found Brandon just mixing beats together that didn't sound good. He looked at me like he hasn't slept in days and had been crying.

"What's wrong" I sat beside him

"I ain't going lie but I loved Aloha and I know you did to, it's just not fair that you go annn...d fuck this shit up" he stuttered

"I didn't do anything" I looked at him confused

"JUST GET THE FUCK OUT" he shouted

This house has never been anything but argument after argument. Nobody stays home no more and that's what I'm doing. I'm leaving this state for a bit and taking whatever pride I have with me. They all can't blame me for something that she decided to do.

"Babe let's go" I started throwing stuff in the suitcase

"Where we going" she asked

"On a vacation for a bit" I continued what i was doing

Aloha POV

I woke up to some people talking I looked towards the end of my bed and seen him standing there. The guy that did nothing but rip the last of my love from me. I don't know why they let this scumbag in here, he has no right. I turned my head to see his daughter sitting at my bed side with her head down.

I felt like throwing something at them but my body wasn't given me any access of doing no harm to anyone. As I looked at them years were rolling out of my eyes.

"I'm sorry" she whispered to me

"Hey honey how are you" he came over to me and wiped my tears

"Wwhhyy" my voiced scratched

"Darling I love you and only you,plus yourself is very good girl" he winked at me

I seen nothing but darkness after that and reached for the fork that was on the table and stabbed him in the thigh m. He went hollering and slapped the shit out of me. Then the doctors came in with police officers. The arrested him and one of the cops stayed behind.

"Ma'am what happen" he asked

"I don't wanna talk to any guy cops" I looked away

He took that as a sign and sent in his lady friend.

"Hey sweetie I'm detective Marsh, did you wanna tell me what's going on" she sat on the bed

I told her the whole story from start to present day. I shed a few tears because I came to realize that my life is pretty fucked up. Will it get better from here or will I close the final chapter in my life.

A/N

So I did stop this after awhile because it wasn't really getting any love so I didn't write anymore but if you guys enjoy this chapter I'll make two more chapters before I ended the book for good

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