Piece by piece (taylor henderson fanfic)

Perfectly in sync

I was fully engaged yet my mind was off somewhere else ... I try pull myself out of it but as the song comes to an ending note I find myself way way out of my comfort zone yet I didn't mind, as I lent in more toward him and he did the same ... I didn't know what I was doing, all of a sudden my mind was there 100% and I realised what I was doing... It was too late... I fell into the trap and got caught- just like I did as a kid except this was going further I could tell!
Taylor was done playing the guitar but he sat there still holding it- muting the strings with one hand and just moving in more and more it felt like slow motion I almost wanted to pull away... I didn't want to get hurt... I didn't want him to get hurt... I couldn't stand if I hurt him! If I hurt taylor I would never forgive myself! But that's what I do! Everyone who tries to get close to me I hurt them and push them away!

I couldn't do it! I wanted to so so badly but I just couldn't! It would be selfish of me to let him continue !
Half an inch away Taylor's lips almost touch mine... But I turn my head silently with great pain and only the soft whisper of myself saying "I can't... But I really want to"
He pauses with his hand just on my jaw line, he lets out a very silent sigh, I bring a hand up and gently hold his hand that's on my jaw line and rub circles with my thumb "i won't hurt you Melissa" he whispers back ".. But I might hurt you..." I reply after a long pause and we still stay paused in the same position around an inch away.
He directs my face back towards his gently "listen... I don't mind... But I will never ever! Hurt you Melissa... I can't be in the same spot for the rest of my life... The girl who sits in front of me right now, the girl who holding my hand with that sad look on her face with the cheeks glowing, she's the same girl I knew when I was growing up... I love her .. I'm sorry " "taylor -" "wait" he suddenly says aloud and moving back slightly "it's not me in general is it? I mean ... Does my breath smell bad? I-" I laugh as much as I didn't want to it just came, even when taylor was ment to be the one making me feel torn at the moment he was still the reason for my smile... "No taylor... Your fine... It's just.. I will hurt you! Then I'll lose you and then I'll have nobody! I can't hurt you taylor! I just can't! It's selfish of me... Trust me I want to kiss you more than you know but-" "it's not selfish" he says then all of a sudden ...

He moves forward in one motion then as he secured his hand softly on my jaw line again my body goes weak and in that instance I had no power over my body ... He caught me... Taylor kissed me it was slow then all at once, softly but powerful and I couldn't move I was paralysed by my own brain... It just went to mush and all I knew how to do was do the same back to him.
I feel him move the guitar onto the floor and then holds me with both hands, one holding my hand the other on my jaw ...
I felt a new feeling growing inside of me... I didn't know what it was but I liked it ... And I know I should have kept my guard up but I didn't, he just broke through like it wasn't there, I couldn't fight
I felt ...loved , warmth, red, and ...on fire like ... I needed to hold on to him and I just wanted more and more and I didn't want this moment to stop!

He pulls away slightly just enough to speak "do you trust me? " I nod blankly, trying to process what was happening "good" he whispers.
I felt like my bones had turned to jelly, and I lay back on the couch as taylor lays back with me, kisses me again as we cuddle then stay there, side by side no room between us!
I felt like my heart was going to explode from joy and passion.... This feeling was foreign to me... I'd honestly never felt it.

As we lay there I have my head on Taylor's chest and I can hear his heartbeat- and all at once I realise

Our hearts are in sync
I didn't want to move from this spot it was perfect... Taylor to me was ...

Perfect!

A/n
Hey guys, just a quick update, I KNOW I KNOW! It's very cheesy! BUT DONT JUDGE OKAY !/)(\}
Let me know what you think? Should I delete this part and redo it?