Psychotic [Minsung ff] (Completed ✔️)

Chapter 8: Feelings

Minho POV

I walk into the school, holding jisungs hand. It was strange, the things he makes me feel. I should hate him right? Y'know, since the male basically has me  in a trance. But strangely, I can't hate Jisung with a single bone in my body. It wasn't something I'm capable of doing. In fact, I've actually grown to like the other.

I've grown to like his smile and snappy adittude towards people. I like the way his cheeks puff up when he eats. I like the way his hair feels between my fingers. Hell, I even like that intimidating smile he sends at me sometimes!

Why though? Why do I like him this much? He basically has me caught in some sort of trap. I should absolutely hate him. I need to absolutely hate him. I just... can't do that.

I officially have come to the conclusion that these feelings for jisung were just neutral. The type of feelings you have with your best friend. Completely normal and platonic. With that, me and Jisung head off to class.

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The lunch bell rings and I pack up my stuff, quickly heading to the cafeteria to meet Jisung in our normal spot. If I was ever late I would recieve a slap to the cheek and a scolding. It was something I should hate but for whatever reason, I couldn't have any negative feeling for it. Maybe it's because it's from Jisung?

I shake my thoughts from my head when Jisung appears in the spot across from me. "Damn you got here on time. That's a shame. I was looking forward to slapping you." The other male says before taking my hand and dragging me to the lunch line.

After receiving our trays, we head back to the table and I begin my usual routine of feeding Jisung. Strangely, I feel my face heat up. wierd... I thought I don't usually get flustered from doing this...

I quickly shake off the thought and focus on feeding jisung.

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Me and Jisung are currently home after school. I had just finished doing Ji's homework and we felt tired so we snuggled up together and got ready to sleep. Jisung was asleep as soon as I turned the lights off. Me, on the other hand, I was too focused on the thoughts running though my head. The abnormal thing is that all those thoughts were about Jisung.

I stare at the boy cuddled up against me for a moment, taking in all his features. His very boopable nose, soft hair, defined jawline, kissable lips. kissable lips!? What the hell are you thinking, Minho! Snap out of it!

I slap my cheek lightly, only to feel that it was burning hot. I let out a huff and think for a moment. I try to figure out why I like so many things about Jisung.

The reason he's always on my mind.

Why I find him so attractive.

Suddenly it clicks. There's no way...

Do I like Jisung?

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This was a Filler chapter. This book will be ending very soon. By soon, I mean the next 1 or 2 chapters :) love you guys! 💖💖💖💖