"Sidnaaz"- A Love Saga.💕(Completed✔)

9.Fall-out

Sana reached home late on Friday night. Her head was heavy with all this information. She wanted to sleep on it.
It was in sana's habit to call sid first thing after getting out or spontaneously reach his home to surprise him.
However it was quite late and there was no sign of sana. Sid was getting restless and calling up sana for the umpteenth time to check on her.
Sana's phone was on silent and ofcourse the rings went unheard.
At last sid had called shehbaaz who had fortunately received the call.
"Ha sid bol."
Sid-"sana aur tum bahar a gye kya? Usne mujhe phone tak nahi kiya."
Shehbaaz-"Ha woh toh so rahi hain. Uska mood bhi off tha ro bhi rahi thi."
Sid-"kuch hua hain kya?"
Shehbaaz-"bhai kal tu usi se puch lio. Main tumhare beech nhi parna chahta."
This statement did make sid a little angsty. After hanging up he started to overthink like always-- did she really like someone inside? No she promised me that she'd come back to me. But she gets manipulated so easily. Agar usko kisi aur se emotional attachment ho gya toh? Nahi nahi kal mujhe usse baat karna parega.

Sana woke up early in the morning and decided to go for a run. A lot of music video offers were coming up and she decided to shift to a healthier lifestyle. She went out after informing shehbaaz.
During this time sid called on her at her home. Shehbaaz welcomed him in.
"Sana kaha hain?"
Shehbaaz-"woh toh running ke liye gayi hain."
Sid-"woh aur running? Woh bhi itne subah subah?"
Shehbaaz-"ha mujhe bhi ajeeb laga par gayi toh hain."
All sorts of thoughts started to resurface in sid. Kahi woh msk ke laundo ko impress toh nahi karna chahti fit hoke? God mujhe pata tha use vaha koi young handsome banda pasand aa jayega. God she no more wants to be cute,guess she's trying to be hot for them.

His thinking got a halt on the ring of the doorbell. In came sana. There were beads of sweat lacing her forehead. Her hair was tied up in a sleek high ponytail. Sid took a glance at her attire. She was wearing a cropped tank top with a really short shorts and a mesh jacket that didn't cover a lot. She was oozing sex appeal and sid was hell of angry as well as turned on. He could only imagine the gazes on sana while she was running.

Sana was a little taken aback on being greeted so early in the morning by sid. She didn't think that he'd show up so early for an explanation.
She kind of ignored sid and went inside her room. Sid followed her confused.

Sid-"tujhe kuch hua hain kya?"

Sana-"mainu ki hona hain?"

Sid-"tune nikal ke mujhe call bhi nahi kiya aur aj subah subah run pe ja rahi hain. Kya baat hain? Kahi tujhe sach mein msk ke launde toh nahi bha gaye?

Sana-"tujhe usse kya?"

Sid-"ha ha sahi hain. Aise toh bol rahi thi bahar a ke milegi aur bhulegi nahi. Ab toh shayad teri shaadi pe e milenge."

Sana-"fir se mujh pei bill faad. Tu badlega nahi na? Sahi keh raha tha gautam."

Sid immediately pinned her to the wall just after she had uttered gautam's name. The wardrobe behind her creaked making a sharp sound. Sana's back banged hard against the wall and she was close to his chest. Sana was almost half in the air with sid gripping both her arms tightly. She'd almost fall on the ground if he left her. "Tere paas mujhe call karne ka time nahi hain aur tu gautam se bhi mil li."
Sana pushed him but only to be caught again and returned back to the previous position.
"Bakwaas mat kar woh show mein aya tha. Ab se woh host hain msk ka."

Sid-"yeh kya faltu concept hain. Makers ko koi kaam nahi hain kya? Matlab trp ke liye kuch bhi? Ab is gautam ko jhappiya pappiya karwayenge tujhse."
Sana was disheartened at this remark but she decided to hurt him like he hurt her.

"Ha maine ki jhappiya aur pappiya bhi. Woh bohot khush bhi tha aur hum log fir milenge bhi."
Sid was imagining that gautam holding sana and receiving kisses from her luscious lips like he did before. He was stifling his anger.
"Kyu kiya tune aisa sana. Pichli baar tujhe samjhaya tha na ki tv pe aise karne se image kharab ho jayega."

Sana started clapping loudly.
Sana -"wah siddharth shukla wah. Ab nikli teri asli dil ki baat. Yahi toh baat hain ki tune sirf apne bare mein hi socha. Mera jo image kharab ho raha hain uska kya? Tu jaake saare interviews mein hamara rishta nakar raha hain. Har interview mein tera sidarti aur sidra ke saare clarification de raha hain magar hamare baare mein bolne se katra raha hain. Tujhe teri image ki itni e parvah thi toh kyu kiya ye sab. Jab mein paras se pyaar karti thi toh karne deta. Chahe main galat bhi kyu na dikhu. Tune mujhe pehle apne se pyaar karvaya fir mujhe aise thukraya jaise tujhe toh kuch pata e nahi tha. Kyu karne diya tujhe hug,kiss,itni raate kyu bitaayi mere saath? Sirf main hi tere piche pari thi. Yeh one sided tha toh pehle e door kyu nahi ho gya. Salman sir ke bolne se bhi tu saari cheeze clear kar sakta tha. Mere saath yeh khel khelne ki zaroorat nahi thi. Ha mein pyaar karti hu tujhse lekin main aur yeh bardaash nahi kar sakti. Main tujhse aur teri zindagi se door chali jaungi. Ha waqt lagega lekin kuch bhi impossible nahi hain. Ha karungi main shaadi,bfs bhi banaungi lekin aisa jo saari duniya ke samne mujhe apnaye aur hamare relation ko defend kare. Main aur tujhse baat nahi karna chahti. Main thak chuki hu being the only one having to put effort. Main tere piche pari thi na,toh ab jaa jo marzi kar I don't care."

Sid was stunned at sana's outburst. He didn't know how to react. For the first time matters were getting out of his hand.
Sid tried to comfort sana by putting his palm on her cheeks but sana slapped it away. "I hate you. Chala ja yaha se isse pehle ki main kuch kar du."
Sid was hurt by all this but he didn't want sana to harm herself.

Sid went out to the living room teary eyed. He met shehbaaz on his way out who patted his shoulder lightly and said-"ye sab uss gautam ne patti parai hain isko. Aur ye pagal uske baato mein bhi aa gyi. Aur uss admi ki itni himmat ki itna kuch hone ke baad uske vanity tak gya tha usse baat karne." Sid was fuming thinking of what all gautam might have told her alone in the vanity but it was better to give some space to sana for now. Sid left her place for his own.

Sana was sitting on the foot of her bed and bawling her eyes out. She had just lashed out on the person that she claimed to love the most. It would be so very difficult to stay away from him. It was a decision she had taken after a lot of rational thinking and giving sid the benefit of the doubt many times in the past just for the sake of her love.

Sana was cleaning up the mess when's she received a call from vikas inviting her to his pool party. It was a launch party for his new webseries and the entire telly industry would be there. It was the perfect opportunity for sana to pave her way in showbiz and show everyone what she was made of. But even though she herself had demanded sid to stay away,she couldn't afford to let go off the opportunity to show sid just exactly what he was missing by not claiming her as his publicly.
She called up someone-"mere saath pool party mein jayenga?"
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