A Complicated love

Choices to make

Mark’s POV

Have I really fall for her? But no! I need to do something about it. What to do? Forget about her? Confess to her? Should I tell the members about it? But how? It is now hard for me just by thinking about it. Don’t even say telling it to the members. Just by thinking about it, it’s just making me having headache. ”Mark-ah! Mark. Are you ok? What are you doing in the living room all by yourself? Is there anything wrong? You look worried ever since we got back.”JB said being worried. “Hyung can I talk to you?”I said giving in all my courage to tell JB.”Hyung, can I talk to you about Yeyeon?’ “You like her? If you do go and get her. She’s a nice girl from what I see just now. If you are worrying about the fans I think they will understand you. Then if it’s about your parents I think they will think Yeyeon is a nice girl. You do not have to worry about anything just get her if you like her. All of us will support you.” “Hyung it is not about my parents nor the fans but me.” “What? What are you talking about? Hey do not joke around about this, Mark. What happened?” “Hyung you know SNSD seohyun right?” “Yea Seohyun sunbaenim did we see her just now?” “We didn’t we are lucky that we didn’t. Because she is my ex.” “Mark, as you said she is your ex. The past is the past. Put it at the back. Don’t think about it. It’s already the past. You can’t be leaving seohyun as an excuse to not carry on having other relationships right?” “Hyung I know the past is the past but. The thing is Seohyun called me few days ago. And we got back together again. But I don’t like her now at all. Hyung how?” “Then why did you even get back together with her?” “Hyung she told me that she had called my parents about us. My parents hope that me and seohyun could get back together. She threatened me to get back with her, if not she is going to kill herself.” “Mark,from what I know about seohyun. Whatever things that she loses she will do anything to get it. Do not even say about getting you. But from what I think, if she want to get you I do not think that she will kill herself just to get you.”Jackson said who have been eavesdropping what me and JB were talking about.”Yes I know from my past with seohyun, whatever things that she wants she will get it no matter what. And Jackson how do you know so much about seohyun?” “Mark, if I tell you this please don’t be angry. I… I found out that you look pretty weird this days. So I went and ask Sunny about you. Then she told me about you and Seohyun. Actually I am the one that made you guys broke in the past. I did that after I know about what type of person Seohyun is. I am sorry mark…” “Jackson it’s ok thanks for telling me you can go to your room now. Thanks Jackson.” When Jackson get into his room, I kept thinking about what Jackson said.”Mark are you ok? What are you going to do about Yeyeon and Seohyun? Who are you going to chose?” “Hyung I don’t know. It is like… Even if I chose one of them, things will get out of control. I have no idea what to do. Hyung there’s nothing that I can do. Serious nothing!” “I tell you what. Just follow your heart. Who do you really like now?” “Yeyeon… But if I confess to Yeyeon, I am afraid that Seohyun might hurt her. But I chose Seohyun, I guess I will have a hard time as I do not like her anymore.” “Mark take in deep breaths and think. If you really like Yeyeon, it shall be up to you whether are you going to proect her, or just leave her.” JB said and went back to his room leaving me all alone in the living room. I started to have feelings towards Yeyeon. Should I confess to her and tell her how I feel about her? Or be with seohyun like the past? What to do?