Beauty & The Beast

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Jayceon

" I miss her ma, I fucked up bad "I ignored the tears that rushed down my face .

Never in a billion years I would've thought me and Anari wouldn't have an ounce of connection . That girl kept me sane , I loved her so much .

"I couldn't even say anything when I seen her cause I didn't know what to say . And then she got a new nigga who probably treating her way better, why would she want me "I ranted

"Jayceon actions speak louder than words . If you want something you have to work for it and prove it ."She explained

"Ion know how mama"I said

"Yea you do, you know Anari from front to back you know what she likes what she doesn't like . Show her how much you care about not only her but her feelings"She said

I nodded taking in her words .

•••

After I left my mama house I went straight to the crib . It's time for multiple changes !

I logged out of all my social media accounts and went upstairs sitting at the foot of my bed on my computer .

First thing that was mandatory was to check my bank account and though it was heavy it wasn't as heavy as I would like it to be due to me not being in the shop that much and pulling out of investments.

Then, I searched for new apartments more modern I scheduled a few appointments for that and the last thing I did was find more properties to buy and potential land .

This month was finna be rocky and hella busy for me and I was ready for any challenge I was walking into .

...: I'm sorry ,
Sorry for not properly taking care of you when you were pregnant , during that time you should've been my MAIN focus and I did nun but stress you out and I admit that on my part. I'm sorry for not checking on you after the pregnancy as well, it was hell for me I had to take therapy and everything! , but I know it was WAY worse for you seeing you had to carry him . I apologize about my behavior at Deuce party everybody was grown as hell and I should've acted so . I feel like a ass the way I been treating you this year and I'm sooo sorry from the bottom of my heart . I never meant to hurt you , it never was my intentions. I hope you good rn though .! Though I know you won't, if you need anything please lmk and I'll be there . Not trynna over step any boundaries but I love you ❤️

I locked my phone and got dressed to go to the gym aside from drinking and smoking this been my biggest stress reliever.

Deuce

"Ouch Deuce , that hurt "V frowned pushing me off her . She wrapped up in my blanket and scooted to the other side of the bed .

"What's up with you , you been acting real funny lately"I said putting my clothes on .

"How cause I don't wanna fuck ?"She smacked her lips

"I barely touched you Vanessa "I mugged her going in the bathroom shutting the door .

I washed my face off and as I looked down to wipe my dick off I seen a pink box in the garbage .

"Vanessa ?!"I swung the door open .

"What y-"

"What's this ?!"I threw the box at her .

She sat on the bed looking dumb founded .

"Tell me wassup right now man "I sucked my teeth .

"It was a accident Deuce "She started crying "It was the day of your part-"

"You mean the anniversary of my grandmother death ?"I cut her off .

"Mhmm I was at the um the um"

"Talk !"I said

"The bar and Rei walked in with his frie-"

"So you mean to tell me you fucked around behind my back not only with a nigga who beat yo ass black and blue but you got pregnant ?!"

"After I gave yo ass any and everything you ever asked me for Vanessa . When Anari put you out ? I let you stay with me . No money ? I had you . Needed a job ? I put you on . Hair , nails , clothes all that ? I funded it ! And you play me like that !!?"

I laughed causing her to flinch.

"I'm not finna hit you . But get yo shit and get out my house Vanessa . Do me that favor . And good luck with yo toxic ass family son ."I said

* BESTER = BESTIE AND SISTER *

Sussy Deuceyy 🕺🏿🤞: Ion kno if I'm angry or happy .
Bester🔒💞: Who ass you want me to beat ?
Sussy Deuceyy 🕺🏿🤞: Nawl, we aint gone do that . But she cheated on me .... The day of the GT-G ...... with Rei ...
Bester🔒💞: That's a stupid dumb ass hoe ! Fuck she gone cheat on the best thing that ever could've happened to her 🥺
Sussy Deuceyy 🕺🏿🤞: Ttm
Bester🔒💞: As much as I hate to admit it you grew feelings for her . From the day y'all became "friendly" I noticed it . So yea you're hurt , your feelings are hurt... Cause that's been a long time . Though she did sex Rei there's a possibility that , that baby could possibly still be yours (you can get a paternity test early) so stay on that . Dont let this bring you down though . Mmaajjoorr come back slowly but surely approaching .😘

*Sussy Deuceyy 🕺🏿🤞 loved a message*

Sussy Deuceyy 🕺🏿🤞: I appreciate the honesty, love ya ❤️ I'll come c ya l8er
Bester🔒💞: Kay bring food cause I'm not cooking 🥴 Nd stop texting like you're slow .

I lowly laughed at her message and locked my phone going back to my room . She left majority of her clothes but she was gone , this was definitely a wake up call for me . It was time I moved alot more differently and quietly .

Deuce. : Bro you still trying to make this big investment I told you I would think about 😳?
Jay: It's a big life or death decision . We can build and expand or withdraw and drown but if you all in I'm all in . We can meet up tomorrow. Busy rn .
Deuce. : The courts tomorrow at 3

I locked my phone today was the opening of alot new doors and I know it .