My Romance

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Claire POV

I can feel the heat of our body, the tense that bringing up coming from our body. I need to stop him.

I took a step back and Ethan looked at me, with mix emotions from his eyes.

I bow down my head

And took a deep breathe

"Uhh. It's late, I got to go to bed"

He just nod and gave me a small smile.

I closed the door behind.

And go straight to my room.

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Tomorrow morning, I went to Lexis room and he wasnt there. As I closed the door of his room

"Mommy" he called out

"Baby you're still on recovery where did you go?"

"I came to find you Mommy" he is looking at me with a sad face. He is growing so fast. And looking so much like his Dada.

"Well now Mommy's here" I snuggled him
And from behind Ethan standing in front of his door. Smiling on us.

"Are you guys hungry? Breakfast is served"

The food served at the backyard. It was big patio with a huge fountain that surrounds by plants and flowers on it. Its beautiful and cozy feels.

Lexis grab my hand and told me to sit next to Ethan.

It's just the three of us having breakfast together.
I smiled on him and lexis was already eating his food.

"Thank you" I told Ethan who is looking at me. I know it feels weird and annoying at the same time.
My heart still aches when I'm remembering all the memories we had that he throw away.

He didnt say anything. So I started to eat my food.

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We were in the playing room and Lexis was busy with his toys. I sat on the couch watching him.
His life was very different when he was with me.
He had no future with me but with his Dad, Ethan can give everything that I can't afford to give it to him. can't even buy him a new toy and new clothes.
And that's what really made me so useless.

Maybe If I finish my study, I'll be able to provide him what he deserve.

Ethan sit next to me. I know its awkward I'm trying to just ignore and go with the flow.

"I'm leaving tomorrow morning" I mentioned him

He was only looking at Lexis.

"Did I ask you to leave?" I shook my head

"No, but I got a job" i told him and he speak

"And you got a son that needs you" he said

I felt irritated when he said those words.

"If you didnt file a case againts with me it will never be so complicated like this right now Ethan"

I said and I was about to stand up when he grab my hand.

"Please, can you stay for a while..."

He said while holding my hand

I dont know why he is doing this right now. Does he planning something again. And after he gets me he will dump and throw me like I'm just a toy to him.

"For Lexis, he needs you"
He speak as I sat on the couch next to him.

I stayed silence while Ethan was only looking at me and to Lexis. He's freaking weird and its annoying.

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