My Romance

5

Weeks had been passed and I didnt hear anything from Ethan.

My heart was falling into pieces right now.

I need to do something. I need to find him!

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I travel to their mansion but the guard stop me and doesnt want me to enter.

"Please Sir, I just need to talk to Ethan. Please Im begging you"
Im desperately crying in the gate begging them to allow me to enter and talk to Ethan.

I stayed there for an hour until the heavy rain came.

Im asking the guard to open the gate but he kept on saying to me that I'm restricted to their house.

Im crying in pain right now. Praying that for once I can talk to Ethan. I just want to see him and I'll be relieved when i see his face.

"I just want to see him please I'm begging you madam. If you hear me please let me talk to him and I promise, this would be the last time thag I'll be seeing your son"

I cried in front of the mic and camera right on the gate so that they will see me.

I sat on the floor while its raining. Im so wet right now even my bags and everything.

But I dont care.

I wanted to see Ethan. And Im not leaving until I didnt see him.

After an hour, I slept outside of the gate.

And it was morning and still raining. My body was so  weak right now and I cant even scream or shout.

The gates open

I hurried to stand up and one of the guard came to me

"Chairman told us to let you enter the mansion"

Im so thankful and I walk to them inside. One of the maid gave me one towel to fix myself. I look so pale right now and cold. But I need to set it aside, because my priority for now is to see Ethan and talk to him.

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I entered the room shaking and nervously and I saw Ethan sitting on the chair with his laptop. I can see a different guy now.
He look so serious I thought he'll get happy when he saw me. But its not!

He looked at me.

I smiled at him but my heart was breaking right now I dont know why.

"What do you want?" He ask me and I'm shocked. After all this time,I he did this on purpose by not talking to me and avoiding me. And even banning me from my school and my job.

"Im so worried about you, what happened to you? I miss you so much love" I didnt notice that Im crying right now.

His face were the same facial expression. Just nothing!

He's not like the Ethan that I've dated. The man that I loved. The man in my dreams.

"I came here to see you cause Im so worried. I thought something happened to you"

He stayed quiet.

"Please say something" I told him

But he didnt say anything instead he just sarcastically laughed

"After all this time you didnt notice? I just used you. You're just like a puppy. Pathetic and gullible. Do you really think I really love you?"

Hes not looking at me but my heart was falling to pieces when hes talking like this to me.

What happened to my Ethan?

"Leave now, and forget about me already. I dont love you. I will never ever love someone so cheap and low class woman like you"

Tears fallen on my cheeks. My body was about to fall on the floor. Im so weak right now. It hurts so bad. Why is he doing this to me now. Why? 💔😭

"Everything thats happens between us is just nothing to me. Im just bored and I wanted to played with your heart from the start"

I cant take this anymore.

"I love you and I know you love me too. What happened to my Ethan?, I thought were going to get through of this. But why did you go away.... I kept on waiting for you everyday.. like prayinh that one day you'll come to my apartment and tell me you miss me. But- what happened to you?"

My body was shaking right now I cant stop crying in pained. It feels like someone stabbed me right in front of my chest.

"Just leave now!!"

He shouted at me

He never done this before. He changed a lot. From sweet and caring Ethan to cold and mean Ethan.

"Is this really what you want?"

He nod

"I dont to see your ugly face anymore! So please leave"

I closed my eyes wishing its just a dream.

"Can I hug you one last time before I leave?"

I told him but he didnt answer.

I waited for his answer but I know he will never ever talk so I came closer to him.

He look so sad I can see it in his eyes.

"Just one last time. Before I leave this place. I promise you wont ever see me again. Im not going to bother you anymore, I promise that"

"Ok" he said
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I hugged him so tight that made me cry too much.
Im so heartbroken right now. This will be the hardest goodbye to someone else that you loved.
Thinking how they dont want you anymore in your life. Its so sad but I need to do this. This is what he wants. And I know even from the start that there is gap between us. He came from rich family while me is from poor family.

I cant take it anymore.

"Goodbye Ethan"

I closed the door behind and left the mansion without looking back.

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