School started already and Heejin was in her last class before break. She just stared at the clock and counted down the seconds until third period was over. She was quite hungry, too.
She shared this class -psychology- with Hyunjin. Its not like she hated her but they were kinda avoiding each other. Heejin didn't understand what even happened. Hyunjin just stopped talking to her all of a sudden.
Heejin would be lying if she said Hyunjin wasn't the most beautiful girl in the world and that she didn't have a major crush on her. It was more than a crush and she knew it. She loved her and maybe that's why she is so distant right now. Maybe Heejin was too obvious and she thought that was disguting. That didn't help Heejins mental health.
She was broken.
She would've lost her mind if she didn't take the psychology class and understand what's going on inside of her.
Heejin build a wall around her. She didn't want to be hurt again so she didn't let anyone close enough to hurt her anymore.
She did love her friends and they give her strenght but she isn't honest with them about her "problems". But she knows they would help her immediately if she only asked for their help.
So caught up in her thoughts Heejin didn't even notice who was staring at her. It was Hyunjin with a sad look on her face.
"Drrrrrrinnnggggg"
The alarm screeched and woke Heejin up from her daydream."So that's what you have to do til Fri..." before the teacher could end the class everyone already left including Heejin.
She was the first one to get to the cafeteria and sat down beside Yerim who was surprisingly already there.
"Why are you already here,Yerim?"
"My teacher just didn't come."
"For real? Why can't just my teacher disappear?" Heejin pouted.
Slowly everyone came together at their table and they talked about everything when suddenly Hyeju screamed for everyone to hear in the cafeteria. She stood up on one of the tables and screamed:
"Hey everyone shut up!"
Everyone was silent and looked up to her. Even Hyunjin who was talking to her friends, Chuu, Yves and Haseul."What are you doing?" Gowon whispered while pulling her pants.
Hyeju didn't notice.
"So this girl right here," she points at Heejin "is throwing a party for her birthday and you all are invited. Its gonna be the craziest party there has ever been. You should all come. Its at her house."
Everyone shouted 'Happy Birthday' and cheered.
"What the hell, Hyeju!!!" Heejin yelled. Slowly getting red from the embarrassment.
"Dont worry, its gonna be lit. Just trust me."
"You are gonna pay for everything. The alk, food and if anything will be broken."
"Then its a deal."
Hyeju smiled while giving Heejin her hand.Just because Hyeju was rich she could make such a bold statement.
"Fuck off..." Heejin said jokingly.
Hyunjin was surprised. She knew Heejin wasn't the type to throw a party. But maybe she changed.
"Lets go the party!" Yves said excited. "I need to get wasted."
"Yeah, lets do that." Chuu agreed as always.
"Hmmm, i dont know." Hyunjin said
"C'mon she probably forgot about your fight. You need to enjoy you life and this party is gonna be fun."
Haseul tried to convince her. A little succesful."...alright if you guys really want to go, why would i stop you."
Everyone cheered. Hyunjin looked over to Heejin who was laughing brightly at her table. For a moment her heart melted. Seeing her like that makes her happy for a moment but knowing she isnt the cause of her happines is making her sad. She looked down but soon got back to talking to her friends.
'This is gonna be interesting..' she thought.
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RomanceWhy is Hyunjin avoiding Heejin at all costs? Why are they pushing each other away? Is it love?