𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 | 𝐣. 𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐚

~𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟷~

*i don't know how to start this so just go along with it-*
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You and Javi just got done doing a quick supply run at an abandoned grocery store that y'all stumbled upon while the kids were sleeping. Ya'll grab the supplies and make your way back to the van that y'all parked a few blocks away, Javi lagged behind you a little bit. You knew why Javi was lagging behind you, he wanted to look at your ass. You knew how much of a casanova he is so why wouldn't he be.

"i know you're looking at my ass Garcia." You say with an eyebrow raised, looking back at him.
"Whattt? No i'm not..." Javi nervously giggled, rushing up to be beside you.
"Javi~" You growl, side eyeing him as you cross your arms.

Javi sighed, shrugging his shoulders as he started blushing softly.

"ok maybe i was... but it's not like i haven't seen your ass before... i was behind it at one point when there wasn't so much pants~" Javi winked.

You blushed softly, rubbing your neck as you look down at your feet.

"You're such a flirt..." You shook your head and giggled.

Javi chuckled, looking at you softly.

"and plus... that was ages ago, you don't get to do that no more" You smirk, playfully hitting his shoulder with your elbow.
"awww man..." Javi joked.

You and Javi got back to the van and put the supplies in the back. The kids were still sleeping peacefully, Mari had her headphones on and Gabe was drooling. Javi got in the drivers seat and you got in the passenger seat. You looked at Javi as he started the car, raising an eyebrow with a slight giggle.

"You know, i could drive every once in a while... you always drive" You cross your arms, leaning back in your seat.
"i don't trust you driving..." Javi giggled, side eyeing you.
"Why nottt?" You tilt your head slightly, looking ahead as Javi started driving.
"the last time i let you drive, you almost ran us into a ditch to try and save a turtle crossing the road" Javi rolled his eyes, shaking his head.
"whatever" You pouted.

Javi rolled his eyes. You looked out the window, leaning your head against it. You started getting deep in thought, sighing softly. Javi looked at you with an eyebrow raised.

"you alright?" Javi asked, a slight frown forming on his face.
"Yeah..." You replied.
"you sure? you don't seem like it..." Javi tilted his head and looked back at the road.
"i'm fine, i just... got a little deep in thought... I guess..." You sighed, shrugging.
"about what?" Javi asked, genuinely curious.
"i don't know... i was just thinking..." You say as you look at him, kinda aggressively.
"hm..." Javi mumbled, not believing you.

You look back out the window, leaning against it again. You start thinking about how things could be if y'all had an actual home and not a van to live in, how different life would be. It's a depressing topic to think about, and you don't like thinking about it. You decided to share your thoughts with Javi, knowing you can't keep it inside of you no more.

"do you know how different life would be... if we had an actual place to call home and not this damn busted up van? it would be so much better, don't you think? a place with big walls and good people... man, isn't that a dream..." You speak your mind, leaning your head back on the seat cushion.

Javi sighed, looking at you sadly.

"Yeah, it would be a lot better, but finding a place with big walls and good people is hard to find these days... but you know, if there was an opportunity for a place like that, I would take it so we could feel safer... but there sadly isn't an opportunity yet" Javi said softly, leaning his head on his hand that was set against the window.
"yet?... you still think there's hope after 4 years?" You question, raising an eyebrow,
"yeah... well, i'm trying to keep my hopes up... but it's hard" Javi shrugs, looking at you softly.

You smile softly, rubbing his arm.

"we'll be okay... no matter where we call home for the rest of our lives" You reassure him.

Javi softly smiles at you before looking back at the road. Your hand starts exploring the car doors side pocket, finding a thing of weed that you completely forgot you grabbed.

"OH MY GOD" You accidentally shout.

Javi snapped his head at you, furrowing his eyebrows.

"SHHH, you'll wake up the ki... is that weed?!" Javi lightly shouted, his eyes widening.
"Yeahhh, i forgot about it" You said ecstatically.

You opened the container and grabbed a sheet, rolling it into a joint. Javi looked back at the road quickly before looking back at the joint.

"that looks like a kazoo..." Javi laughed.
"shut up" You giggled, hitting his arm.

You search for a lighter and find one in your pocket. You lit the joint and stuck it in your mouth, coughing slightly as you opened the window and blew out the smoke. You look at Javi and motion the joint at him.

"Want some?" You offered, raising an eyebrow.
"sure" Javi shrugged, grabbing the joint.

Javi took a puff and opened the window, blowing it out.

"what a great role model i am... smoking and driving at the same time..." Javi giggled, shaking his head as he handed you back the joint.
"Chill... they ain't paying attention" You chuckled, taking another puff and blowing it out the window.

You attempted to hand Javi the joint again but he refused.

"i think that's enough for me, thanks though" Javi smiled softly, giggling.
"Really? just one puff?... what a wimp" You teased, raising an eyebrow and smirking.

Javi side eyed you, shaking his head with a giggle.

"Don't even start..." Javi rolled his eyes with a smile.

You continued smoking the joint until it was done with, burning it out and throwing it out the window. You stretched your arms and yawned softly.

"i think i'm gonna sleep, is that okay with you?" You smiled, looking at Javi weakly.
"knock yourself out, i'll be fine" Javi giggled, shrugging at you.

You giggled, looking out the window. You closed your eyes and fell asleep, curling into a ball in your seat.

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~to be continued~