You awoke in a stretcher in a tent. What? Where am I? Why am I here?, you thought to yourself. you tried to get up out of the stretcher, but coughed and fell back on it. Why does my throat feel so clogged? You tried to take a deep breath to clear your throat, but you just ended up coughing more. What type of Sick Disease is this? you looked down at your shirt, and wanted to cry with what you saw. Flower Petals. They were all over your chest, pink, blooming, flower petals scattered across your chest. Once you noticed the flower petals, you realized they were all over the floor, leaving a trail from the entrance of the tent to your stretcher. Why are there so many of them? How did they get here? Your head hurt. But more importantly, where is Alexander?
With your head pounding with questions, you could vaguely make out Alex talking to a Nurse, outside the Tent. Alex! Thank god, he can help me through this. You were about to wave to him, when he burst into tears talking to the Nurse. Wha- What? Why is he crying? You tried to get up to go to him, but to no avail, coughed and fell down again. This time, Alex noticed you, wiped his tears, and ran over. "John! Oh John, thank god you're okay." I looked at him fearfully. "Alex... What is wrong with me?". When the words came out, Alex's face looked like he wanted to cry again. You felt more scared at the pained look on his face. "Well... um. They have a feeling they know what is wrong, but the way to get rid of it will affect you, long term." Alex said. "Really? I don't care what it is they have to do. I just want to get out of this stretcher so i can kiss you again.~" You said, moving in for a kiss. Your heartbeat increased suddently, and when your lips were about to touch, you violently choked up more petals. Alex looked even worse than he did before. Then your world went dark again to Alexander's smooth voice.
When you woke up again, you looked through the slits of your eyes. You could overhear the Nurse talking to Alex, and you didn't want to let them know you were listening. "Alexander, there isnt more that we can do than that." The nurse said, sad. Alex looked furious. "No! We can't do that to him. I can't lose him! I just can't lose anymore people in my life!" Alex said, once yelling, now bursting into tears. The nurse rubbed his back, reassuringly. "Alex, the Hanahaki Disease is a strange thing. We don't even know why people get it, but we do know the cure. You know what we have to do." The nurse said, making Alex unstable. The nurse helped the mentally broken man out of the tent, and started gathering equipment. Hanahaki? Isn't that one of the old Japanese Myths? I forgot exactly what it was, but i remember it had something to do with love, you thought. The nurse then walked towards you, and you quickly closed your eyes. She sighed.
"John, I know you were listening" She said. Dang! She caught me! I exhaled and opened my eyes. "Look, there isn't an easy way to say this, John. You have a strange, unknown disease. We do have a solution to it but..... It requires to remove the emotion of Love altogether." You took this like an arrow to the heart. No! Alex! "H-How did this happen to me?" You asked, your voice rough. "Well, from the few cases we've seen, we believe it occurs from Strong Feelings of Love, very suddently. Your body can't cope with that much emotion that quickly... and..." She stopped. You looked dead at the wall. "What do i do if i don't want it gone?" You asked, already expecting the dreadful answer. "Well, the flower petals, if not taking away their source of love, will suffocate you." She said, Pain in her eyes. No. I will spend every minute of the rest of this life of with Alex. With feelings. "No." You blankly said to the Nurse. The Nurse looked puzzled.
"N-No?" she said. "No. Bring Alex in here, please." you said, tears spiraling down your eyes. She nodded and walked away.
Alex stormed in the tent, his eyes growing soft when he looked at you. he ran towards you and grabbed your hand. "I'm not going through with it." you said to Alex. He looked empty, and he gazed into your flower-filled soul. "I don't care if i will suffocate, i want to spend the last moments of my life, loving you." You said, suddenly having regrets. No! I can't Die!, your inner voice told you. But you stayed firm. Alex began to Sob heavily into your shoulder. He looked up at you. "Laurens. No, John. Please, stay with me. I don't even care if you don't love me anymore, just please stay with me." He cried. "I can't lose you right now. I just Can't." You smilied. "I love you Alexander, do you know that? So, stop crying over me. Go get them, tiger. You'll always be my Flower." You whispered into his ear, and pulled him into a deep kiss. When you let go, you felt you hands become numb and cold. You coughed, and coughed, until there were so many petals, you lost sight of Alex. Then, Alexander's pained voice drifted you into the Darkness. But this time, you knew you wouldn't wake up.
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im sorry. you knew this was coming. anyways, this it 100% the last chapter
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▌Flowers ▌ Laurens x Hamilton {Smut!}
Fanfiction( based on a thing on insta i saw, mostly wrote this for a friend) The Hanahaki disease is a disease that flowers grow inside your throat when you have intrest in someone/love. You could get it removed by surgery, but you lose your will to love. If...
