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Lots of Love H

Hello World, Welcome to my new blog. I've recently moved to not only a new school but a new country. Things are changing for me. I have new friends a new love interest. Let's call him mystery boy.  I have a feeling he likes me to but I'm uncertain. I've never had a boyfriend before or even a boy interested in me so I don't know the signs. Can you please help me. Comment down below ways to know if a boy is interested. On top of mystery boy I have made a new bestie. I have a little problem tho. I don't want any of them to find out I'm a huge nerd but I don't want my grades to drop because I have my heart set on Yale. I hope all of you are doing great. New blogs coming either daily or weekly. Lots of love H.

The sound of my alarm fills my ears. I jump out of bed eager to get ready for school. I try a little harder on my appearance today by adding a cute top to my skirt. I also try to put on some make up however it just looks like I've been punched in the face so I stick with the natural look. I let my hair down surrounding my face making my green eyes stick out. I look pretty, like really pretty. I just have some toast before heading to the bus stop. I made sure I left a little bit earlier so didn't have to run. Jade was already there. However she seemed very cosy with Curtis and I didn't want to intrude. I decided to just Make convo with Alannah instead. However she wasn't there this morning so I was standing there alone looking like a weirdo. After about 7 minutes of third wheeling this random girl approaches me however, I swear I've seen her face before. Thats when it hit me. She was the girl with the empty seat next to her at the front of the bus. I think she is also in most of my classes. I know for sure that her name start with a T. Taylor maybe, Trinity, Tiana. It's defiantly Tiana. "Hi", I say to her simply. She looked confused as if I shouldn't of talked her. As if I'm to cool to be talking to her. This has never happened to me. Normally I'm the one people look at and judge. I decide to spread my wings and make another friend. Tiana is honestly just like me. We both have the same goals. She is so smart. The best part about her is that I can geek out around her. I think I've found my answer to being both smart and popular. I decide to seat next to her on the bus. We made conversation the whole way. It honestly feels like we've been friends forever. As soon as we step out of the bus we both head our separate ways. 

I catch up with Jade and Curtis who have been now blessed with the presence of myself and Adrian. "Why didn't you sit with us?" Jade asked. I told her all about Tiana and she just gave me a funny look and said as you wish. Jade and Curtis are really cute together. They are always showing each other how much they love each other. Sometimes it's a little bit too much. I swear they are kissing and then try take it further forgetting that they are at school. Alannah is always caught looking at them and then looking back at Jonah. She is so into him. Then theirs just me and Adrien single. Hopefully not for long. 

Today was the most boring day at school in my entire life. I learnt nothing new in classes and I'm no closer to getting Adrien to like me. The only part of today I liked was meeting Tiana. I even made plans with her for the weekend. I decided it was best for my mum to meet Tiana before anyone else because I have a feeling she will like her.