Your POV
Today my best friend, Harvey Mills, is coming over. I haven't seen him in a month he's been on tour and I've missed him. I heard a knock on my door. I ran to the door opening it quickly to reveal a smiling Harvey. "Harvs" I scream and jump in his arms. "I see you've missed me, y/n/n (nickname)" he replies back cheekily. "Don't lie i know you've missed me too" you say back. He just laughs and carries you inside placing down on your bed. One thing you should know tho is that Harvey doesn't know about my ex-best friend, he scarred me. We were the closest of friends and one day he told me he loved me I said it back so we began dating, thats were it went wrong. He was mentally abusive, he would tell me every day I wasn't enough, that he has cheated on me with 15 other girls, that I was worthless. He had broken my ability to trust and love someone but then Harvey came, he fixed it. He's the only person I truly trust but I don't know if I could ever love someone again. "Y/n/n y/n/n earth to y/n/n" "huh sorry I was space out" "yeah no duh" he laughs as you laugh with him. "I love you so much" he says. You froze this couldn't happen. You were shaking now. "Y/n? Are you ok? Please calm down" you were having a panic attack. You couldn't do anything, you were crying and shaking. Harvey knew you had panic attacks but he had never witnessed one. He was worried for you. Eventually everything was getting worse you couldn't calm down, Harvey saying he loves you brought back all the horrible memories you worked so hard to forget. Shaking more Harvey was more and more worried for you. Your breathing slowed and the room was spinning. That's when Harvey cupped your cheeks and kissed you. The room stoped spinning and fireworks exploded in your mouth. Kissing back almost instantly, soon you pulled away and got up. "We can do" you said sternly with tears brimming your eyes. "Why not? I know you feel the same. I just proved it" he questions. "Because Harvey" you start "I've got phobias okay? I'm scared. I had a best friend before you he said he loved me we started dating then he abused me, mentally, it's taken me years to push away those memories and you brought them all back with those eight letters (WDW reference anyone)" "Y/n I didn't know, you could have told me." "I was scared," you continued "that you would judge me because I was 'broken' and hurt so I didn't tell anyone, not even you. Harvey you know your the only person I truly trust but it scarred me so badly I couldn't even tell you" "I know your scared y/n/n, but I promise I won't hurt you. Just give us a chance please". Tears running down your face, you wanted to but inside you were so scared of being hurt again. "I don't know if I can" "why can't you? I love you. I've said before and I'll say it again and I promise you I will never hurt you, you are the most important thing in my life" he finished. You broke, quickly walking back to him and kissing him passionately, your heart had won over your head. "I promise I will never hurt you" he mumbles against your lips again. "Promise?" "Promise" he opened up all the doors I closed and fixed my broken heart
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Oop so this was based of off Johnny Orlando's song phobias go stream it it's amazing
