Hotels are cheap (ddlb) Kellic

Pressure

A/n: lmao my titles never match the part cus I make the title first hehe.)

Justins pov (suprise) hehe 😉

Ive done it again.
I was going to hurt him. I love that boy more then he'll ever know. I wanted to be what Vic is to him for so long. I wanted to expirence him running up to me arms out yelling 'daddy!' But that will never happen because. I hurt him.
"DAMNIT IM SUCH AN IDIOT!" I need to break something. My fist flies through the wall.
"Ah shit."
A knock on my door pulls me from my fit of rage.
"Who is it?" I grumble.
"Jesse, dumb ass open up." Jesses voice comes from the other side of the door. I roll my eyes opening the door for him. He closes it and locks it behind him.
"Why are you going easy on him?" Jesse says sitting next to me.

I didn't answer him. I just looked at my swelling hand. I opened and shut my fist slowly.
"I asked a question."

"Because I love him okay!" I shouted turning to face him.

"You love Kellin?"

"Yes I always have. I- I dont wanna hurt him no more. Dont make me hurt him anymore." I said tears already falling from my eyes making me look weak. My attempts to wipe them away didn't make me look any tougher.

"You have to."

"I dont want to."

"Justin you have too. We had a deal. I got you rehab you make these videos for me in return."

"THEN I DONT WANT REHAB FUCK YOU!" I lashed out at him.

"So Kellin, the boy you love so much can walk in on you with a needle in your arm. Classy Justin. Fucking classy."  Jesse said with a smug look on his face.

He was winning me over and he knew it. 

" I Don't want to hurt him."

"Either way. He'll be hurting. Why not in the way that makes you closer to him then Vic ever has been?"  Jesse said holding my gaze.

Why couldn't this all just stop. I dont want to hurt Kellin ever again. He was my best friend. This has all gotten so far out of hand.

"Can it be someone else?"

"Someone else like who?"

"I dunno Jack or Gabe."

"You'd do Jack or Gabe on camera?" Jesse asked amused.

"No."

"Yea I didnt think so. It has to be Kellin. Hes my money maker. Money makes the world go round." Jesse laughed swirling his finger in the air.

I buried my face in my pillow.

"Cheer up Justy." Jesse said mockingly patting my back.

"Wait why cant you do it?" I asked sitting up so I could breathe properly.

"As much as Id like to have Kellins sweet ass squirming beneathe me. He has to see me as the good guy. He can't know we're working together."

"So you want him to hate me?"

"He wont. And he hasn't. He loves you he said it himself this morning. After everything you have done to him he still loves you."

I sighed he was right.

"Don't let me down Justin. He'll be back in a week. I need those Videos. I'm counting on you." Jesse said leaving the room.

Im sorry Kellin.

I just wish there was another way.