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i miss regulus. i know he hates me, and so does the family. but no matter how much he hates me, i cant bring myself to hate him back. he was the perfect son my family wanted, and i wanted my own path in life. he was the perfect brother, he looked up to me and never failed to make me smile or laugh when i was sad. no matter what happens i'll love him with all my heart, and although i don't know where he is at the moment, i wish him well. i've missed his whole life, i was the big brother that never had his back, i was the brother that was never there to make him feel better after he was rejected by a girl or told off at school. i was never there to congratulate him after doing well on a test, or after he'd learned something new. i was never there to compliment the multiple pictures he'd painted of me. i wasn't there when his life was ending. but i was there when it almost ended. when he was 14 regulus tried to end it all. he had tried to drown himself in the pond in the back garden, it had been the same day i had gone to give my parents a well-wishing for there lives ahead of them when i left. i went to say goodbye to reg and went up to his room, but instead of finding him i found a note, as soon as the note was read i had rushed down the stairs and into the back garden, ignoring the questions from my parents. i pulled him out of the pound and i was bawling my eyes out. he would never forgive me for saving his life that day. but i'm forever thankful that i did. regulus, if you somehow manage to find this, i hope you're okay. i love you <3
bella.trixx: i've been a bit of a bitch to you lately, cousin, so i'd like to appologise by doing this: tagged blacks.second
blacks.second: holy fucking shit-
siruslysinned: oh my god.
blacks.second: i love you so much, holy fuck, im dming you right now, we need to meet up..
remmylupout: i'm actually crying, oh my god-
siriuslysinned: im telling him, is that ok?
remmylupout: ofc
cissy.blxck: wow, a whole family reunion. sirius you've really been in the dark, i'm adding you to a chat, you need to know whats been happening
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THE BLACK FAMILY group
siriuslysinned was added to the chat!
cissy.blxck:
ok so
(sent 9:45pm)
:siriuslysinned
what the fuck is happening
(sent: 9:45pm)
bella.trixx:
a lot
(sent 9:46pm)
blacks.second:
im overwhelmed i might freak out
(sent 9:46pm)
bella.trixx:
ignore him, he's always like that
(sent 9:46pm)
blacks.second:
thats my fucking brother ohmygod
(sent 9:46pm)
:siriuslysinned
E X P L A I N P L E A S E
(sent 9:47pm)
cissy.blxck:
you're probably going to tell your boyfriend everything we have to say, right?
(sent 9:47pm)
:siriuslysinned
ofc
(sent 9:47pm)
cissy.blxck:
add him
(sent 9:48pm)
blacks.second:
i get to meet my brothers boyfriend omg
(sent 9:49pm)
remmylupout was added to the chat!
remmylupout:
what?
(sent 9:49pm)
:siriuslysinned
i havent got clue.
(sent 9:50pm)
bella.trixx:
okay, so a year after you left we had a black family dinner. we were all sat at the table eating, and your mother somehow knew about the whole you being gay situation. she started talking and chatting absolute bullshit about people who love the same gender. narcissa, who was at the time a closeted lesbian had a right go at the family for all their discrimination and prejudice. me, cissy and reg all left that day and never turned back. unfortunately due to the stress your mother died and your father killed himself. it wasn't a nice day and they are now buried in st. clementine church yard. i've been following you on instagram for a while, waiting for the right moment to tell you, and that moments now. we'd like to arrange for you, whatever your boyfriends name is, and us four to meet at the starbucks in london, closest to that old abandoned pub, 'the leaky cauldron' at 10:30 am in two days, on tuesday. could that be possible?
